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Before I kill myself

Posted by Qi... on 20:19
Seriously, I need some regularity and discipline in my life.


Dear me,

Please take good care of yourself and stay conscious!

Regards,
Dontknowwhattodo me

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Yea, it exist

Posted by Qi... on 21:34

Just to remind myself, such moment existed.

Day when a child melts your heart and put a diamond in your eyes with a simple hug
Day when you get huge satisfaction watching smiles of those little angle and secretly pleased when the child refuse to say bye bye. I'll just assume they like me toooo much XD or the magnificient fascinating toys? =p
Day when you get warm hugs from long unseen seniors that poured you with concerns and offer to help
Day when you were overloaded by touching emotions that  lead to burst of emotion volcano, keep making your tears roll around
Day when I feel I am so lucky to have everyone around to help
Day where you sleep less than 12 hours in 3 days but still, you feel energetic due to the positive energy attained.
Lastly, to wrap this beautiful day with a nice ending, met a super lenient guard that let us in without checking anything. On the day that I forgot to bring my matric card!
Sometimes you had to believe there are times when good things are falling on you like rain =D

Showering in this brief pure bliss. Enjoy the state. for 3 more hours

There are times I wonder why I need to make my life too such an extent. Especially last weekend. I expect myself will go crazy because I simply put a crazy plan.
But it turn out wayyyyy better than I expected though some VERY UNWANTED unexpected incident did take place. But I love myself being random, spend whole night gossiping till early morning like when we were in school trip, being MC of an event and only prepared for it at the night before and trying to debate again. I just love the variety of my life and the fact that I enjoyed every bits of it.

Maybe that is why I hold on, for such moment. Moments that will make you smile when u flashback. No matter after how long.

Things may go complicated at times
But just remember these simple, trivial, insignificant things that could lit your face with a warm smile

忙,要忙得欢喜 <3



"Time is like a river. You cannot touch the same water twice, because the flow that has passed will never pass again. Enjoy every moment of life!"



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Posted by Qi... on 20:24

一场不想让它结束的梦
闹钟却偏偏在那刻响起
怎么连梦
都有这种令人雀跃的惊喜和淡淡的遗憾

努力的抓住每个细节
因为就算是我的脑细胞孕育的梦梦
只是梦
只要那画面存在过
就够了


在等待
只是过了这刻
转角出现的
还是你吗?


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