Sorry for being a moving volcano in past few days

Hate when I lost control of my emotion so easily.

But yea, for those who started to feel the demon side of me

That's me, too

Hope so.

Really hate the moment NOW.

When everyone spoke with a irritated tone

Rage with unknown origin

Landmine everywhere

Zillion stuff need to be done in such short time

Anxiety without cure

Midsem around the corner

Untouched books

Stupid LC

Debate I don't know where to begin with

Movie I had to miss

Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh!

Work...why u no come at my free weekend?

Finish complaining.

Time to

Glad that we still have chocolate and ice-cream in life

Brief moment of pleasure still brings =)

这不是我的第一个素食烹饪比赛

但真的 很享受整个过程

虽然自己不怎么有贡献 =p

其实45分钟很短

切切菜洗洗碗炒一下

时间就到了

其实有点小紧张

节奏跟着身边的人快了起来

事后几乎都忘了自己做了什么

但就是有满满的满足感

意难忘真的很让人难忘咯~

特别的材料搭配

特别的做法

浓稠的在嘴里化不开的汤

马铃薯很多菇面包丁的搭配

赞！

我已经快开始在怀念了

话说，

我们可爱的蘑菇版太受欢迎了！

有点爽到

虽然可爱的part都不是我做的……

说说别组

国大另一组的水果炒饭

好喜欢青苹果在炒饭中的惊喜

微微的酸

扑鼻的香

虽然只分到小小口

但 一口就够了

来自中国的锅贴

让我好想家

还是比较喜欢妈妈的味道

虽然妈妈做的皮不是太软就是太硬 ><

将水果炒饭裹在豆腐皮里的精致寿司

惊喜的是，里面居然有李子噢～

还有

可爱的樱桃番茄制成的小兔子 <3<3 <3

大家的创意和用心

让人激赏

让我用闪闪发亮的眼神期待的食物

果然不负所望

每一样都好好吃

觉得

烹饪是魔法般的过程

简单的食材

简单的做法

出来的味道

却永远让人惊喜

好想当

那位很棒的魔术师

想看到别人吃完后那个满足的笑

一句肯定

P/S:在吉隆坡的另一个角落跟我在同一时刻参加同一个比赛的你，我们会见面的。

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有时

真的需要注射一些正面能量

所以感谢大家的分享

让我再度看到

四周那么多的人默默的付出

还有好多好多的事情需要我们的推动

让我可以相信

小小的我的力量

Someday, life will be fairer

讨厌

敷衍的自己

There are moments when you feel so helpless
That you have no control over things that are so important in your life
It took away your breathe
You felt the uncertainty and anxiety burned you inside out
and all you could is just SCREAM

When people like you scream for help
I know, there is something really wrong
You know we don't exactly have a say in our life right?
In everything.
Things that we could decide are just so few.
But still, you do your part.

You know right?
This is a test.
This time, it is in two parts.
You passed the first, with great difficulty and more obstacles than others.
Now is the second stage.
The true challenge.
Make your way through a dark tunnel
The only thing you could depend on is yourself and voices you hear from everywhere.
You pick the way without knowing exactly how it would be
It is a bet with too much responsibility to bear indeed.


But it is time to let you make the choice with the chips you gained in past few years
You waited for this moment long enough
You had everything swirling in your mind
You are just so afraid to pull that precious dream from your head out to reality
Maybe it is fragile but the glittering dream could only live a true life out here
So let it out

Perhaps what you need now
is a little faith and patience
Clear you mind of those foggy worries,
follow your heart
step by step

and believe that it would lead you to the right way

Please, never ever leave any reason for regret
It will engulf you in the future.

Sometimes, it is not only about what you want and how much you wanted it but how are you going to make it true.
You had your destination marked in GPS, fuel on your side but you couldn't reach the place by simply shouting it aloud

Prove to us that you really wanted this
Don't make the same mistake that I did.
I told you how much I wanted that but I did not fought for it.
At least not hard enough.
I know you still feel sorry about me choosing another path
I hope I won't hold the same feeling for you
Be true to your voice
and other things that you can't control?
Just let it be

Just wanna let you know
Everything happen for a reason
and sometimes all the wrong turn will bring you to the right path
As long as you hold on


It is a new beginning anyway
And the way lead to unknown start is a dark tunnel
Dark without light and you could not predict what is in the end
That is the surprise of life
Don't worry, you'll survive in anywhere and by anyway
But it is how you want to live your life
Merely passing through days, surviving or write your own chapter?
The pen is in your hand, so it doesn't really matter where you are

Hope is always around. Waiting for you to embrace it.





You made your decision. You did your part and there is nothing else for you to do.
Just get ready for the next stage.
It just get more and more challenging.

You know

people tend to run away from things

Big things

So there is this

fight of flight response

Because it was so much of a decision

It was simply unbearable

TERRIFYING

how a nod at the special moment could overwrite your life

in either way

There were just times when our brain also get overloaded and hang

Exactly moment like this

Wonder how long it would take for me

to figure out the algorithm of possibilities

to gather the courage to pull me through the way

Well, the moment might just flickered and gone

without waiting for me

Sad case.

We should have time bonus for special moment like this =p

That's life

Catch its tail or stare at its back

and wait for the next time

Like next time really existed

耳朵很奇怪
因为封不住
想听的 不想听的
都随空气
同样震动着耳膜
一字一句敲在心中


更奇怪的是
一样的声波
在不同的时间
从不同的口中传出
听在不同的耳中
奏出的却是截然不同的旋律

正如今天的耳朵课
很让人兴奋的 耳朵一日游







想像自己在巨人的中耳
打开门
看到的魔幻盒








其实，我的selective hearing, 会不会是进化的一部分。
你知道的，有时真希望耳朵有个开关，起码过滤掉那些杂音。

Just watch. Hope you will feel touched and inspired, just like me. With tears spiralling in your eyes.

If your life is a book and you are the author, how would you want it to be?




P/S: There was a technical problem. ><" Just search for Amy Purdy at Youtube.....

Had a seminar yesterday.

Just what I needed. Tonnes of overwhelming info and sharing to remind me THERE ARE STILL ZILLION LOTS TO LEARN!!!

Love the shining eyes and proud tone of the therapist when she talked about this little boy who had CAD, speech motor control difficulty in short. NO ONE KNOW HE HAD SPEECH PROBLEM BEFORE. Yea, even seeing such example make me feel empowered. But 3 years to help a single child to make his speech intelligible. I wonder where could I gain such patient?

Love 50 years-old therapist who was so eager to share and still passionate about her career. When she sang the little hut and bear and rabbit song, I think all of us were attracted even we are not children anymore. Sincerity shine through surface and a child, with their pure mind, could sense that without the need of words.

I wanted to be able to solve all those cases. Not only those cases on paper that make your brain cramp, but the real life situation which often add on with tears and saliva. Long way to go.

Need more and more reason to push me or should I just gather more energy and carry myself forward? Without external push.

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星期五。晴。一个人跨越三十分钟的旅程，去一家书店。

说是想用完书卷，其实，想一个人漫无目的的漫游。

最近感觉有个黑洞，用万有引力吸走我的精力。很多时候，莫名的累，很多事情，不再在乎。老了？还是荷尔蒙？我不确定。

只是突然觉得人生浪费在许多不必要不想要的事情的时刻太多了，现在揽着的东西，好想放手，只想转个圈，随着节奏呼吸，忘了所谓的责任。

现在的我，只能暂时逃避，到一个映着柔暗灯光的小店。

这家店很特别，叫Book Xcess. 书若印太多，该怎么处理？他们决定收过来便宜卖。让书可以重见天日真正展开自己的生命，让爱书人可以pay less for more. 真想赞老板天才。

整间店从空间装潢到书籍选择都让我很满意，员工的服务及态度比其他书店好太多了。唯一的缺点就是选择有限，但这有限的选择已经让我眼花缭乱了。一直想象着在一个有时间的日子，窝在一家温暖的书店，耗上一整天，就这么让漫漫的时光随字句跳动。只可惜，对时间，一直无法如此阔绰。

很认真的选着我想抱回去的书。它们很幸运的被赐与第二次的生命，我不想扼杀。若只是让它们躺在我房间里用不见天日，那还是算了。一本书若触不到读者，无异于死亡。带走它们的我，其实对能否实现承诺，没有把握。

离开时，收到很长很长的收据。不是因为我买很多，而是收据尾端附上了短短的一段文句。述说着女孩十五岁的遗憾，某人可爱的因果论。喜欢这种小小的分享。

然后，又是时候回去开会了。

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