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Posted by Qi... on 08:59

Hate that distant feeling

You are here, but your mind are somewhere else

You are talking with someone but you never really see them, or even look at them

You talk about all sorts of non sense but never about your feeling

At times, one simple "How are you"

touch you so much that you almost shed tears

You don't really communicate much because all those feelings are so heavy

It pressed your lip and heart so much that you could hardly move them
You don't know who cares
You don't want to bother their time
and why is there even a need to talk about it?

So you wrap yourself well

Because it's easier to deal when there is just you and you

You try to write your day with determination to make it good

But the fact is, you don't really know how you think and what you want

So you know, just let it be

and life will show you the way

潮汐

Posted by Qi... on 11:19

总有那么一些时段

觉得莫名的低落

世界很遥远

只想抱紧自己

这种时候

总是在考试前

当一个人关在房间

除了电脑就是notes

过着没日没夜的生活

就会特别郁闷

有人说

情绪像潮汐

现在的我在慢慢滑向谷底

或许我需要一个更大的空间

或者找人聊聊

但是

最迫切需要的~~~~~

是专注力！

to-do-list越来越长

却一直提不起劲

Please gather yourself and move!

Homesick

Posted by Qi... on 00:21

Guess I'm getting crazy

Just left my home for one day

and I started missing it

LOL, Am now officially member of

PBSM(Persatuan Balik Setiap Minggu)

or even worse >.<

It is not like someone needed me urgently at home

Just I wanted to be there, for them

Makes me feel better,

and I'm sure they feel the same :)

Just need to get my head rested on my beloved pillow

feel loved

and get the urge to move

Guess study alone week is just too not me

Too much progress to chase but too little motivation

and the atmosphere is just too dull

Can I go back in the next gap?

Colour it :D

Posted by Qi... on 11:47

Ok, I'm not so into course night type

Always think paying such a price for so-so food and a boring night

With ME need to perform

is just a total NO NO.

Regret a lot after I found out I could actually skip it

85 weyyyyy

Sorry for me being so critical,

I just don't like the place, the theme, and in fact,

the existence of course night

haha, just thought it is a night for us to take lotsssss of picture

But I had to say, this night make me LOVE Jasper Sooooo Much!

First of all, the surprising door gift <3

This is just so practical!!!

Had to thanks for preparing such awesome gifts, especially the lucky draw

although I get none! T.T

Thanks to the organizing committee--3rd Year

for such an awesome night

The activities are so creative! :D

You guys put up such a challenge for us next year >.<

Think everyone enjoyed the night

And I just couldn't say how much I loved 4th year

For always being a pillar of support

Never hesitate to provide help and advice even though they are busy

As a role model

and source of inspiration+motivation

For telling us: "You can do more"

Remind me of 王文华，很多年前看过的斯坦福的十二堂课

第一件是：你想要一样东西，你就一定要得到；你一定要得到，就要拚命去争取

「Do Something」是主动出击，上天下地去解决问题。研究公司的采访报告没来，我无辜地说﹕「我催了啊，他们还没做好我有什么办法？这家公司好烂，下次不要跟他们合作了！」老板说﹕「Shut up！Do something！」遇到问题，不要只坐在那边怨天尤人！想办法趁为时未晚前做一些什么事，不管是任何事，来改变现况。

去做，去改善，不要等，不要埋怨。