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Move

Posted by Qi... on 15:46
If you need someone to push you,
then you are not moving anywhere
cause that someone is not gonna be there for you forever
No one will, not even your parents
Someday, they will move on, or even worse leave behind by you
So starting from today,
learn to be your own pillar of support
So that one day, in times of need, you can help someone from falling

If you don't push yourself, who will?


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Post-presentation

Posted by Qi... on 10:44
So I heard fourth year is the time for us to train our discipline and self-regulation
and yes I felt it

For the past one week I had been very restless
Partly because I had been spending most of my times in front of laptop editing the proposal etc etc
Another part would be the fact that I haven't been having enough sleep.

I always wonder why sleep can make so much difference in me.
Me with decent sleep is the cheerful chattering girl who talks too much and too loud at times
But the sleep deprived me, me myself feel like I am zombie walking
Wonder how someone can survive on like, 3-5 hours of sleep
Even at the prime of my teenage/adulthood, I could never go through this sleepless days

Finally tidied up my room because I was trying to figure out the reason of my insomnia
Once I felt so comfortable in a neat room of a friend
So I was thinking, is my environment affecting me?
So yea finally my pretty floor tiles get to see the light and I am having excessive sleep now,
Cause it is holiday! XD Partly holiday

Yea rare moments of relaxation here :D

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Voice

Posted by Qi... on 21:32

怎么 我就是没有那种自信
那种这舞台是我的 芸芸众生你听着就好的张狂

这种慑服人的气势 很重要
有些人 就是亮晶晶的
聊天的时候 有他的地方 杂音笑声总是特多
讨论的时候 他一开口你就猛点头
他站在台上 就是有种charisma能让观众

自认低调 上台的机会我能推就推

但现在我想要 有这种超能力
把我想说的话 一锤一锤 打进脑里
震摄住人 让他们跟随我脚步 的能力
或简单的 让一群孩子有一个欢乐下午
用声音 传达能量 魅惑人的能力


从小妈妈 都在碎碎念我做人要谦虚
我想 我被催眠的太成功
那天 你问我 怎么这么自卑的时候
我突然很想给你一个拥抱
只有你看到 我在自己眼里如微尘

但就算是微尘 我也想 努-力-发-光
把光明带到我想要的地方


ps. 虽然Voice真的是我很弱的一环,突然有种想当Voice Coach的冲动

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0%

Posted by Qi... on 20:14
在人生的0%的我
也可以相信
看似膠著不動的現況
背後確實有無形力量在推動嗎



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自言自語

Posted by Qi... on 00:51
有些話
不是找不到人說
是找不到對的人說

最後 對著電腦 敲了一夜的鍵盤
終於覺得 可以呼吸了

話越說越少
因為 連自己也覺得 是無關緊要的事
沒必要 叨擾人家

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