Half day
Bur almost there LOL
At least kid no.1 didn't throw unmanageable tantrum
Kids no.2 is too adorable and very talkative
Kids no. 3 finally whisper after being mute and signing for one month
(Daddy say he went to the same kindy for 2 years before he is willing to speak to his friends, maybe this should make me feel better?)
But I missed him talking to me about planes and legos
I need closure on this one lol.
BOY, WHY YOU NO TALK TO MEEEEEEEE
Usually kids like me kay. I am this nice jiejie that gives them lots of toys.
You will miss me and regret didn't treat me better h'ngggggg
Worst bomb of the day is me being ffk and ffk people in turn
I actually prepared---although under-prepared but still with something in my bag
When I say I am leaving, although I felt that little relief of no need to embarrass myself
BUTTTTTT I wasn't really thinking thoroughly at the moment
Cause I didn't expect there will be such a mess in the end
But when I got home all sweaty and lying on the floor
I just don't feel like going back again
Sorry auntie and sorry to my wasted hours
Unexpectedly, this is an alone weekend
I think I am the only one in the house
Feeling a little unease knowing there is no one else in this 12 bedroom mansion
But I am enjoying the serenity I guess
Did a little food hunting (and walk for few km >.<)
Finally had the line to stream my favorite JFK
And some time to squander.....which I totally shouldn't be
Setting some high goals for the weekend
Let's see if I can complete them lol
Before weekend
Sometimes I feel the universe is helping me
Like the event I wanted to go but didn't have time to will switch to another better date
Sometimes I feel like the world is against me
Because when I needed help the most I don't have anyone around me
But most of the time I feel like I am not helping myself
I am feeling a bit nervous
Because tomorrow is the day me being abandoned by universe
And I am too shy to ask for help
This whole preparation thing is making me a little bit tense
I haven't been trying so many new things at one go
Things that are way out of my comfort zone
And as usual, I feel nervous being underprepared
Which, considering I am given more than enough time,
It is still a wonder why I am burning midnight oil to do this the night before
So typical me
But anyway
Hoping everything will turn out okay tomorrow
And I will be able to complete my to do list for the week lol
Works for 7 days cramped in 1.5 days
As usual again
Ok girl, now you just need to breath
Get everything ready
Sleep and go rip that boy's mouth open and make bunch of old people sing tomorrow
You can do this
Better me
城市地圖
對檳城
我一直抱著過客心態
從來不覺得想在這裡扎根
所以 不買車 不買煤氣 不參與很多活動
甚至跟身邊的新朋友 也很疏離
處於漂浮暫居狀態
不知不覺 就這樣半年了
好想抱著那種很快就會走的期許
沒有認真經營現在的生活
現在想起來 好像不太對
為什麼要為了不可預測的將來
折損現在的生活品質
而且 不久留 才更應該盡情探索用心體驗吧
去了一趟吉隆坡
突然放大了所有檳城的好
車少 人少 就覺得呼吸都比較輕鬆
在一個宜居城市住久了
回到吉隆坡這種過度擁擠的地方
感覺落差特別大
也許也因為 昨晚的感覺太美好吧
去吃了很便宜的哥羅面
去有著漂亮建築 超大窗口 彩繪玻璃的教堂
拖了只愛蠟筆小新的朋友 去聽一場演奏會
第一次看到小提琴手兼職指揮
第一次聽到敲擊舞台的聲音可以那麼有節奏感
然後閉著眼睛讓音樂在腦海里畫出綠茵草原 隨風搖擺的花叢
雖然自認沒有什麼音樂基礎 鑒賞能力
但是靜心讓耳朵聽就好
然後在一間很家居的小木屋吃了好吃的可麗餅
(只要11塊 比我在吉隆坡吃20塊一份的可麗餅好吃多了)
很棒的agenda 當然是需要有司機和很配合的朋友
所以 想開始認真在這個城市生活
想好好逛逛老街
去吃街邊美食
找個有意義的組織/活動
多認識一些不同的人
去學太極
去逛市場 去看演奏 表演
慢慢勾勒我在這個城市的地圖
About Me
- Qi...
- Idiot who only love the lovely part of the world and try to evade any tear-inducing scene, including onion slicing. >.< Still learning to discover the beauty hidden beneath ugly mask in the true world and keeping my smile no matter what happen. Cherish every moment of my life…^^
