逃避 一直是我的專長吧

什麼時候開始

扮聽不到

藉口越編越順口

轉身 躲

表情越來越茫然

愧疚感 還有嗎?

我不會

不會解心結

不會細心聆聽

不會軟言安慰

不能給你解決方案

沒有善解人意

沒有耐心

最多可以給你抱抱一下

不敢聽 不想聽

聽不到  比開口問 還好嗎       容易

聽了 收下了人家的垃圾 就要負責倒     不是嗎

我會繼續把視線集中在其他地方

直到氣球越來越大 填滿整個房間

把我貼到墻上   爆炸

不過 氣球通常都會漏氣的吧

對吧 對吧

情緒也是風這樣吹一吹就過了

你就這樣

等下場狠狠的大雨  打散愁雲  就好了吧

不要再往氣球內加氣了

負數 不管乘什麼  都是Negative   只會有更多Negative

人不是很自私嗎

亂世中  總是希望有人站出來

但是 如果這個挺身而出的人 是你珍惜的人

你會按著他 告訴他 危險 不要

這事 不需要你做  會有人去做

會死的 你就讓別人去死吧

眼前堆满尸体 无所谓  

不是你 就好了

Never knew voice is such an important thing for us
I mean, yea I know voice represents one's identity blah blah
I did memorize all the points but this moments is when I really think
Seriously, this voice is affecting my quality of life
This is not the first time I received comments from supervisor about my voice
About how I am so soft, monotone, my session is boring and unlively
and a big part of it, is because of my voice.

But today, she tell me
"I think this can be improved"
I felt turned down cause I was actually hoping for her to write me a referral letter for another scope
But thinking from another side,
I like how she refuse to let me label myself as disordered
and demand more effort from me

Yes, you can.
Just put in more effort and bea good patient this time kay
Be your own therapist and cure yourself

Looking forward for another #AchievementUnlocked

Had earlier and earlier sleeping time lol
Feeling sleepy at 9pm >.<

Today wasnt a very good day
You know sometimes when you fall into a self-depreciation mode
It is so hard for you to climb out of it
Am trying very hard to shake off all the bad images and come out with a satisfying performance
So ya lets catch all these bad thoughts and keep it in a bag first
Let's focus on getting the things right
Now you have got free tutorial with such a nice SV and so many patients
So just keep learning. Keep practicing.
Just keep going until you get out of this hell

Part of the reason I love this profession is because of the abundance of story
So today we are fed with more stories
Happy stories and sad one of course
This is a simple equation of X+Y=Z
Efforts from professionals plus efforts from parents
To get a good outcome, you need contribution from both side

There are so many times when you think you can do more

Yes maybe that is true

But never, never think that you can do it all

You need help, you need cooperation from others

And that is how we all survive in this hard hard world despite our very limited ability

So don't take up all the burden but remember to contribute your part as well

The only thing you can promise yourself is do your part till the best

That is all you can do and trust yourself, it is good enough