MOHEC again :P

I contradict myself, a lot

I keep saying I'm gonna quit debate, it's not my thing

But I spent another weekend on a tournament again, 

and I'm still in the club

Though I found more relief and pleasure in skipping the training *wink*

It's MOHEC @ UM.

My first tournament in 1st year.

First time representing UKM debater after being selected in a super competitive selection

Maybe I stayed because the faith they put in me

The opportunity they gave me

Or

Simply because I haven't get what I want in debate

Definitely not the same people now :p

Well, probably now I can present things fluently now

But yet to reach what I set out for

Not to mention the level of analysis and critical thinking skill

and how to look at things in a bigger picture

Erm, about the knowledge, hehe, 

IF AND ONLY IF I HAVE TIME to read about NEWS, POLITIC, ECONOMY, HISTORY, NATIONAL RELATION, MORAL PHILOSOPHY

then i'd be a moving Wikipedia, Qiqipedia haha

Probably because breaking is fun

Hearing people talk about things TOOOOO not MY WORLD is interesting :)

Did a lot of talking this time

That's why my voice quality fall steeply

Glad I have team mates that come from rehabilitation science also 

Always like to hear these stories

Inspiring one like how you can help

And saddening one on how little we can do

some people had magical ability to make deep conversation

They just ask simple question like this is how it should be

How are you doing? What do you feel? Did you really achieve what you want?

Goshhh, kinda feel like interviewed but answering these questions make me clear out things too

Ajak my dearest friend at UM to meet up.

If not what to do whole night?

One funny coincidence.

Bought a T-shirt for her. And when she showed up, she wore exactly the same T-shirt!!!!!

end up she had 2 same T-shirt

Talked for 2 hours.

Glad that we still can had such conversation after months

I know she is always very distant and one day I'll get tired of pulling the thread

But just glad we had all these time together

Debate is not my life, I'm probably not going to work too hard for it
Passion long gone. Butt still I wanna find a place in it.
To get to listen to or join intellectual discussion concern on our society and what's going on the Earth
For the speeches that blow your mind
For beautiful flowery languages that make you nod with them
I may still be recognized by not bad novice (I'M NOT NOVICE ANYMORE)
But yeah, if you want to do well, you must pay for it
I'm just too lazy uhhhh

I'm so gonna regret not joining MDO for reasons I don't even remember now!
Malaysia Debate Open!