2nd half of 2nd half

So I'm back in KL

Was unconscious in the 4 hours bus trip

With all my reports undone LOL

As usual, the holiday is never long enough

But I did enjoy my Kuching trip and will post a it soon(probably not that soon XP)

Had been lagging around without internet for the last few days

And it was pure depressing the moment I step in this place

I thought of the coming quizzes, reports, assignments, projects

The routine that kept chasing us all the time---plan, case note, report, home program

And that big stone just "phammm" back on my chest again

Recently I got a lot of comments

Probably you don't love it enough

Probably it is not for you

To be honest, these questions lingered around my brain so much

That I can't differentiate it reverberates because I heard it so much or it is actually my own voice

But I know, if I need to count down to make myself go through everyday of it

This is probably not healthy

Some people can bear with it, for decades

Doing something for the sake of doing

Taking up whatever offered to them and make them best out of it

But I need an end point that could motivate me

A final objective that I can associate with

So I would work my way toward it

Because my inertia(i.e. laziness) is stronger than anyone else

So the motivation force just need to as compelling as it could be

For me to just MOVE

You have no space for random thoughts or hesitation now pls thnx

For now, let's hope we can just survive.

Yes, welcome to the second half or my third year.

It will be over soon. Before another nightmarish challenging year begins.