Love.love.love

It might sound bizzare,

but I am starting to like all these assignments

even though they make me stay up till 3 am every morning

(true reason is I couldn't stop scrolling)

I love to be stimulated.

To learn new things. Have new thoughts. Be inspired. 

Love the feeling of

having a question stuck in your mind and you cant think of anything else

Your curiosity demand you to find out the answer

Even though it is not necessary

Even though it took up so many of your time

Even though everyone told you to stop

But you still cant

You went round and round to various website

You thicken your face to pm people that you dont talk to

Because you must. You are compelled to.

You just need to get the key or else you are stuck in that haze

Surprised to found this spirit inside me

Just so glad I am still this curious little baby

Love this feeling when I am giving the verdict in a debate

Even though a lot of my statements are baseless

Was quite impressed by myself for being able to speak for 30 min lol

Somehow I got an empty brain but can speak for that long >.<

I know I am not a good debater/trainer/adj

But this is the best I could offer and yea, 

I love this bunch of crazy random lovely juniors

So much that I am considering postponing my go home trip
Yea I am amazed by myself too

On a sidenote,

I always think one needs to have lots of confidence and courage to speak

Just voicing out your opinion

Either in front of a crowd or a bunch of people

You need more than the ability to speak, you need faith in your content too

Some can be so eloquent without knowing anything about what they are talking about

But some always have this doubt inside that they could never present their ideas with full confidence

I don't know which one is better or worse

But recently I am getting more and more timid

Probably because my confidence is shrinking as well >.<

Back to my love life mode,

Love the feeling of being inspired

Love my constant source of inspiration.

That guy, he is always shining with dazzling lights

The passion and sense of expectation

The excitement when he talks about the coming future

That glazing eyes could lit up any listeners

So grateful for his wonderful presence because he always show me

The bigger path and wider world

The better and achievable me

It is time to find my own source of fire

Thank you so much <3

Although I hate this

But I am forcing myself to love this

Feeling of arguing with people

Really need to stop this pattern of shouting then silence mode

Or grab the thing and do it my way

Total dictactorship mode

Learn to communicate please girl

And you are supposed to teach people how to communicate

Irony of life. Always hit you right at the point.

Time to get out of the emotional swamp

Because you have no time to be down

Need to get on full-force mode so you can barely go through this.

Btw.

Juniors were surprised I had 5 assignments left for this coming week.

5 ONLY they say lol

Well there is something known as quality and quantity

Itu assignment bukan kira dengan jari punya o ah moi

Anyway welcome to speechies life

It spells endless assignment as well