Damn it! Thanks for the nice reminder

Cruel fact.

Heard this long ago.

I choose to ignore.

I choose to challenge the calculation.

Since we have more than 20 years left(hopefully),

how could it be only 55 days?

But after denial stage you had to move on to acceptance

You are away from home

You don't go back frequently

Even if you are home

You don't necessarily spend time with them

You got gathering

Computer is still your best friend

Bed at home is so comfortable that you don't feel like wake up

How much time do you actually spend together with your parents?

 I actually mean together

which exclude the time you spend with your computer at the same living room with them

If you do the calculation correctly,

you will have the sense of urgency

It is actually not much

Then, you wonder

how are you going to spend time with them

They don't like to go out or shopping,

They don't watch movie and travel make them tired

You don't like to listen to stories happened decades ago or health tips

Our way of spending time don't overlap much

I guess I need this book ><

Or help to cook, flower the plant etc

or just sit by their side and listen

Give them a hug

Do something with heart

Honestly their level of expectancy is so low

that you find it effortless to make them smile

Simple than what you think 

Haha, I think I can write a book too.

Wait till I try QQ version of 55 ways to spend time with your parents first =)

Having awareness is the first step toward achieving something

Cheers

I miss mum and knock knock at 8am with someone forcing you to drink whole glass of lemon

Your mind don't always work the way you want

You fall into land of imagination when you need to focus on the note
You don't feel like eating but your empty stomach is grumbling
You know you should move but still lazing around
You can't stop from scrolling down the fb page when it is time to stop
Some word just slipped out even though you try to hold your tongue
You can't squeeze a smile even to please those who care about you

You wonder who is controlling your life
You know, your brain don't really follow the instruction

Forever fighting.
The You-should-do-this rational brain VS I-wanna-do this reckless kiddo
We try to act adult and do what we are suppose to
Always persuading the little kid to give off
Coax him with sweet promises
That one day you can do what you want
When you are done with your duty, work, obligation, commitment
Some day.
When it all ends.

Wont you get tired with the never-ending wrestle?
For this moment
Just let it be.
Take a nap. Watch a movie. Take a walk to somewhere unknown.
Even if it is study week
Life is still life =)
I dun wanna be a zombie.

Feel so relax now.

Im gonna regret this