Admitting you are a coward, is a form of courage.

Or at least I try to believe so

First few days of new semester was exceptionally free
No meeting after class
No practice till midnight
I can lepak in my room and facebook for hours
Adapting to this sudden freedom
But I know this will soon be a luxury
Just enjoy first while I can =)

Excited for the new semester, especially clinical observation
Expecting tonnes of input and I know there will be
Slept through last 2 weeks of holiday
More than enough

Trying to reassemble my brain
Retrieve my passion and start the engine!
Just hope I could be more disciplined =p

Yeah, let the wave hit along!
Yearning for a great year
Hope it would be =)

首先，我要投诉：

这一趟 为什么会变成血拼之旅？

本来的绿林漫步怎么会变成金三角挖宝？

遇到anti-博物馆+无冷气的大自然的涵小姐

我就只好认命乖乖待在商场里逛

每隔三小时吃一次甜点 ><

然后很有助减肥的省略晚餐

但其实 哪里都无所谓

只要我们在一起

找个舒服的角落坐下

吃个甜点 漫无边际的聊着

就是最美好的时光

一星期的流浪之旅

我们把randomness发挥到极致

非法偷渡

冒昧在某人家的地板睡了两夜

扛着包包穿梭大街小巷

随性闯入旅馆然后住下

五个人挤一张双人床

有些事 还是只有跟你们 才做得出

久违了 大家

这一年

我们遇见不同的人不同的事

也许我们的故事 不再交集

生活中的惊涛骇浪 等到有机会分享时

情绪的波澜早已平复

也许 我们不再是分享生活细节的第一对象

短暂的相聚 一年的故事 也不知从何说起

因此更加庆幸

那份感觉不变 那份关心还在

相隔许久 依然可以自然的打开话匣子

聊生活 聊家人 聊身边的人事物 聊感受

是的 我们都变了

一年大学岁月的洗涤

成长了 有所领悟 也看透很多

也许是这样

反而更加珍惜这群来得不易的姐妹

难得可以自在舒服撒娇的对象

很清楚 散落四方的我们

需要很多努力保温这段情谊

相隔几百公里乃至一片汪洋

大家都各忙各的

偶尔的一封短信 一通电话

就已倍感温暖

难能可贵的是还可以这样聚在一起

明年 明年的明年

我们还可以这样 背着行囊 在某地编写新的旅程吗？

想说

最喜欢的还是我们窝在床上叽喳笑闹的时光

仿佛时间停格在那瞬间

这只是另一场outing

这一次

虽然依旧无法全员合体

但我感觉到 大家都在 =)

Miss you all always

期待下一张照片中会有七只天鹅齐飞

时间也许磨去我的棱角 有些坚持却永远磨不掉

请容许我 小小的骄傲 因为有你这样的依靠

p/s：下次的我，应该不会在那么冒失糊涂了吧！真的，我很久没跌到了~~

Damn it! Thanks for the nice reminder

Cruel fact.

Heard this long ago.

I choose to ignore.

I choose to challenge the calculation.

Since we have more than 20 years left(hopefully),

how could it be only 55 days?

But after denial stage you had to move on to acceptance

You are away from home

You don't go back frequently

Even if you are home

You don't necessarily spend time with them

You got gathering

Computer is still your best friend

Bed at home is so comfortable that you don't feel like wake up

How much time do you actually spend together with your parents?

 I actually mean together

which exclude the time you spend with your computer at the same living room with them

If you do the calculation correctly,

you will have the sense of urgency

It is actually not much

Then, you wonder

how are you going to spend time with them

They don't like to go out or shopping,

They don't watch movie and travel make them tired

You don't like to listen to stories happened decades ago or health tips

Our way of spending time don't overlap much

I guess I need this book ><

Or help to cook, flower the plant etc

or just sit by their side and listen

Give them a hug

Do something with heart

Honestly their level of expectancy is so low

that you find it effortless to make them smile

Simple than what you think 

Haha, I think I can write a book too.

Wait till I try QQ version of 55 ways to spend time with your parents first =)

Having awareness is the first step toward achieving something

Cheers

I miss mum and knock knock at 8am with someone forcing you to drink whole glass of lemon

Your mind don't always work the way you want

You fall into land of imagination when you need to focus on the note
You don't feel like eating but your empty stomach is grumbling
You know you should move but still lazing around
You can't stop from scrolling down the fb page when it is time to stop
Some word just slipped out even though you try to hold your tongue
You can't squeeze a smile even to please those who care about you

You wonder who is controlling your life
You know, your brain don't really follow the instruction

Forever fighting.
The You-should-do-this rational brain VS I-wanna-do this reckless kiddo
We try to act adult and do what we are suppose to
Always persuading the little kid to give off
Coax him with sweet promises
That one day you can do what you want
When you are done with your duty, work, obligation, commitment
Some day.
When it all ends.

Wont you get tired with the never-ending wrestle?
For this moment
Just let it be.
Take a nap. Watch a movie. Take a walk to somewhere unknown.
Even if it is study week
Life is still life =)
I dun wanna be a zombie.

Feel so relax now.

Im gonna regret this