You are Everything To Somebody  

Right now at this very minute-----------  

someone
is very proud of you  

someone 
is thinking of you

someone 
cares about you

someone
misses you  

someone
wants to talk to you

someone 
wants to be with you  

someone
hopes you aren't in trouble

someone
is thankful for the support you have 
provided  

someone 
wants to hold your hand 

someone 
hopes everything turns out all right

someone
wants you to be happy  

someone
wants you to find them

someone
is celebrating your successes  

someone 
wants to give you a gift

someone 
thinks you ARE a gift  

someone 
hopes you are not too cold, or too hot  

someone
wants to hug you  

someone
loves you

someone 
wants to lavish you with small gifts  

someone 
admires your strength  

someone 
is thinking of you and smiling  

someone 
wants to be your shoulder to cry on

someone
wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun

someone
thinks the world of you

someone 
wants to protect you

someone
would do anything for you 

someone 
wants to be forgiven

someone 
is grateful for your forgiveness  

someone 
wants to laugh with you about old times  

someone 
remembers you and wishes you were there

someone 
needs to know that your love is unconditional  

somebody   
values your advice  

someone 
wants to tell you how much they care

someone 
wants to stay up watching old movies with 
you  

someone 
wants to share their dreams with you 

someone 
wants to hold you in their arms

someone 
wants YOU to hold them in your arms

someone 
treasures your spirit  

someone 
wishes they could STOP time because of 
you  

someone 
can't wait to see you

someone 
wishes that things didn't have to change  

someone 
loves you for who you are  

someone 
loves the way you make them feel

someone 
wants to be with you 
someone 
hears a song that reminds them of you  

someone 
wants you to know they are there for you  

someone 
is glad that you're their friend  

someone 
wants to be your friend  

someone 
stayed up all night thinking about you  

someone 
is alive because of you  

someone 
is wishing that you would notice them

someone 
wants to get to know you better

someone 
believes that you are their soul mate  

someone 
wants to be near you

someone 
misses your guidance and advice  

someone 
values your guidance and advice 

someone 
has faith in you

someone 
trusts you

someone
needs you to send them this letter  

someone
needs your support

someone 
needs you to have faith in them  

someone 
needs you to let them be your friend

someone 
will cry when they read this

         Gosh, I feel fresh when the dark cloud left my head.

         The worries that stirred in my head these few days evaporated, finally. ^^ This simply proves how easily I would be coaxed. What I need is just a little faith, vote of confidence from people that I care.

Then is a story of someone failed to get my course and get medicine instead. ???!

I don’t know whether she was wrongly informed but this is definitely the key to free me of the chains. Another thing, I finally reached a classmate! Thanks to the fb group. ^^

         Thanks for your words of comfort and being attentive enough to sense my insecure. Now I just feel excited, haha~

         So from now on, I won’t try to evade questions about my course and maybe giving more patience to explain WHAT IS SPEECH THERAPY to everyone. It was tiring OK, especially trying in vain to tell my grandfather that a speech therapist is not a DOCTOR.

         Some say it was a waste, not to pursuit a career in medicine or any better field. Who say you must be a doctor if you get good result? I knew that was not for me, maybe I could do that if I push myself a little harder, but why make life such misery? It would be a dishonour to the noble work.

         What plagued me before is that did I make a wise decision? Stepping into this unknown field which is still a mystery to me and betting my future on it. But the worries won’t help.

Just let the time justify my choice.

I am a fierce Harry Potter fan, the book I mean. This usually means that I am on the opposite side when it comes to the movie.

It was always exciting to have Hogwarts came before our eyes, to compare the portrayal of our mind with the Hollywood product. ^^ The scenes were attractive, we got all the essential entertaining elements and some part was so thrilling and vivid such that it must feel like roller coaster in 3D theatre.

However, they always appear not enough appealing for me as the movie is not original enough.

In my friend’s word, this is another story. I guess both of us are just disappointed as the scenes we expected did not came out or turned the other way. I knew it was indeed a challenging task to compress this brick-thick book into movie, even split in two. Due to the complexity and richness of the story, everything had to move in a high velocity and the faces of the character just flashed in and out.

Despite everything, Harry Potter is still a must-see. We grew with Harry, Ron and Hermione, or should I say Daniel, Rupert and Emma?

I recalled the moments we watched the whole series again. Equipped with snacks and pillows, in those nights……miss that moments

At least it was awesome for those who never read Harry, and even ignited their interest to grab the book, I should be happy about that.

Harry Potter is unrivalled in my heart till now. I still remember when I get it from my friend in Standard Three or Four? A book with a weird name and dazzling cover which unlike any of the book I read before and the story proven to be fascinating. I simply stick on it the whole time and was asking for the sequel as soon as I finished it.

There is a book review which left such comment, “Rowling must had a whole committee running in her head!” and I couldn’t agree more with this. Till now, I enjoyed reading it over and over again albeit growing familiar with the storyline and smiled when the dialogue in the movie was same with the line in my heart, the story still exerts magnetic force on me that I can’t let go the book once I opened it. It is another source of fun to discover how Rowling had delicately placed all her clues without any traces.

Rowling showed me the true power of words, building a world out of nothing, presenting us the magic world with wizards, wands, elf, Quidditch, broomsticks, but what Harry Potter bring to me were not merely fascinating fantasy but far more better. 

Guess I'll have another read of it soon. ^^

Quote from somewhere

Childhood ends, this time forever, with tears and howls, swirls of smoke, the shock of mortality and bittersweet smiles in “Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows: Part 2,”

Is that so?

P/S: I’m sorry to watch it first but I would definitely go for a second time with you. Y

I thought with the UPU result out, finally the torture is over and I could throw all the worries into the dustbin.

But, it doesn’t seem so…..I get my first choice but when I read through the sms, I am calm, so calm and still like nothing happened.

      I am feeling uncertain. This uncertainty doesn’t overwhelmed by the joy of me getting my first choice but wash it away.

I have been considering this for months. When I tried to explain to people what my course is, when I faced concern from people who care about me or those who think I am ridiculously nuts, I wondered. Did I make the right decision?

When I wrote about essay for scholarship application regarding why I choose the course, I feel like I’m blowing bubbles, gigantic, beautiful, magical bubbles with rainbow’s ray floating around, what a beautiful world I’ll create and wonderful job I’ll have! Wonderland wrapped in bubble, though breathtakingly beautiful, fragile on the meantime. Those were bubble that will break with slightest touch or even vibration of air particle, like my fantasy.

      Am I being too idealistic?

Well, one will never know. We made choices in life, everyday, big as my future career or small like what time we want to sleep. The most intriguing part of making decision is you never had a chance to experience what you left. Those thoughts that linger in your mind, the roads not taken which pop in our minds occasionally are nothing more than imagination. You regretted so much for not but things may go totally opposite with your mind if it actually take place. Fate always surprises us and our tiny “what if” with question marks that swirl in our brain seldom surpass the vast possibility of life.

There is a sentence that caught my heart. Choosing something means give up all the option for the only one you hold in hand. This time, I grab something. I want to know if this is worth it, for me to step on this desolate lane.

I might never know. Still, I wonder.

         记得吗？以前我们总爱站在走廊，倚着围栏，用三层楼的高度俯瞰来来往往的人，笑着说，这里跳下去应该只是断手脚吧，要几楼才死？

         答案今天揭晓了。四楼。真该庆幸我们的学校只有三层高。

         在家久了，真的有点郁闷。事实证明我就是那种爱拿一大堆东西折磨自己的人，闲赋在家两个月，太久了。有种感觉--自己被牢牢裹在个蛹中，随着本杰明的奇幻之旅，慢慢变成一只蠕动的毛毛虫。

         所以，开始爱胡思乱想(放心，我不是肚子饿)~是，除了追美剧看书做猪之外，就会有很多念头在脑袋里玩弹跳球~是种沉淀的过程吧！

         假期什么时候才结束啊？至少，早点让我知道大学的分配结果吧！悬着的心，很不踏实。