倒数十个小时
就可以搭上回家的巴士
要吃我的
春卷爱心汤蛋面炒果条
木瓜椰子榴莲
它们等我很久了~

把房间掏空
住了半年的痕迹
哪有这么容易片刻抹去
花了两个晚上
只是把杂物依类装进袋子
一个月后
还要把它们一一归位
想到 就很累

考完试 开始连续三天的
购物广场参观之旅
不多 三天
就厌了
购物 还是偶尔为之
才有新奇兴奋 冲动
老实说 也没那么多钞票可烧~

期待 我在家的日子
无聊乏味得很惬意的漫漫时光
还是喜欢 骑着脚踏车
绕着路线已可在脑中的小径
向同一个安娣小孩挥手
偶尔迎风使个快转弯
任岁月如狂潮来袭
也冲不淡
随风飘扬
白开水般 浅浅的笑

大家 新年快乐！

又在发书狂
都是政府发什么书卷
书局搞什么折扣
结果 有失控
扫了这么一堆~
可是很爽！

今天还带同学去国家图书馆参观
当然免不了借书
很久没有那种
有很多书等着我看的感觉了！

四个人
买了三百块的书

好啦，我承认
有一半是我的
要不是经济考量
你知道的
可能不止如此

在谷中城书的迷宫中，看到这么一个关于书的故事
香港有个特产，就是二楼书店。是啊，凭买那几本书赚的钱，怎么能在寸土寸金的香港占据一方寸？有那么一间书店，有着那么一个爱书的老板，在经济不景气时撑了好久，还是不敌金钱的浪潮，投降了，
除夕夜，结业不久，这书店老板决定好好整理一番，结果书堆从高处倾泻，。
五天后，异味四散，才有人循迹找到埋在书堆下的老板

爱书人死在书堆中
若让时间定格
高耸的书堆，底下的人儿安详躺着
最后几口气是毕生相伴得纸墨味
这画面
能否媲美人们躺在挚爱怀里咽气般凄美的告别
但现在这腐尸臭气
我想 他应该最不愿以这种方式离世吧

虽说阅读本是孤独的享受
早知走这荒僻的山路是艰辛些
但爱书护书尽一生为书的人
如此下场 是否过于不堪？
心头有种沁心的凉
极冻后 微微的痹
压死人的 真的是书吗？

默哀三分钟。
然后 继续让这场阅读进行曲继续。

I don't believe in the magic in my book.
But I believe that something really magical can happen when you read a good book.
                                                                                       ~~ J.K. Rowling

这个假期
就让魔法雨 狂泻
不要停



PS：我还有两百块的书卷！哈哈，要怎么花？光想就很兴奋！

第一次

吃到这么完完全全素的火锅

是的，该用“围炉”

多贴切的词

春将至的那冷天

一群人围着冒着香气的炉

呼呼地吃着热食

温暖洋溢的画面

感恩有机缘一起围这个炉

简单的青菜豆腐

纯粹的原味

慢慢在舌尖涣散

是甜的

而且感觉自己好健康

好像在吸收日月大地精华

珍惜这可贵的滋味

甜甜的玉米

最爱的白菜

还有沙般沉积在底的芋头屑

就这么简单

让食物尽情挥洒自己

舌头只要乖乖听话就好

原味 调味 不对味

就差那么一点

最感动的事

是有这么多的芋头

让我一次吃个够
老妈以芋头很贵为由对芋头实施紧缩政策已久

这样 一片片吃着芋头

突然有种奢侈的感觉

哈！

这桌围炉

老妈应该会超喜欢的

再度感恩

据说
人都有那么一颗
乐于助人的心
但为什么
这颗心那么小

那么一丁点 就错过
总要很用力扫描 才看到
当自己缩得很小时 才触摸到
雷声后的片刻寂静 才听到
它就在里面 跳动着

当你什么都没有时
这颗心
最耀眼

但你绝对可以不用等到那时候
闭上眼 慢慢聆听它的脉搏吧！
它一直都在

我真的太夸张了！
是时候 认真反省~

运气 很快会用光的

Spirit


You're a Seeker. You believe in living life to the fullest. You're curious and enthusiastic with a bright spirit that is an inspiration to your friends and family. A sensitive soul with an expressive nature, you tend to be quite a romantic at heart. Sometimes you love nothing more than escaping into your very own dreamworld. Spontaneous new experiences can be really inspiring to you and you like exploring your creative side from time to time. Right now, life probably feels pretty good. You have a healthy balanced attitude and know how to take the good with the bad. You're feeling comfortable in your own skin. When it comes to bringing positive change to your life, don't try to move mountains. Baby steps are definitely the way forward. For example, if you'd like to lose weight, don't set yourself up to fail with unrealistic goals. Be kind to yourself and remember that slow and steady wins the race. It's important to remember to tap into your inner strength and to believe in yourself. Take on new challenges and stay stimulated so you remain enthusiastic and inspired by life. As a Seeker, you get excited by new ideas. You like adventure and original experiences that stimulate and challenge your status quo. Stay inspired with a rich mix of activities, and find time for hobbies that allow you to explore your creative side. Learn to recognize when you need variety in your life, and then incorporate it into your daily plans. Your love of spontaneity is a strength that makes you a fun person to hang out with. But sometimes a little planning can be a good thing. After all, it's nice to have things to look forward to. Make a date with your friends before they're all booked up! Take time out for those important friendships, and you'll reap the benefits in every area of your life.




Relationship


You believe in happy endings. By being yourself and feeling comfortable in your skin, you will give off positive energy and attract the kind of love you deserve. As a True Romantic, you've got a whole lot of love to give and like to jump in feet first. You have strong instincts and a good understanding of who you are and what you want from life. You like to follow your dreams and believe in happy endings. You are expressive and would like a relationship that's very open and honest. Intense experiences appeal to your sensual side. It's all about immersing yourself in the fairy-tale feelings of being in love. For you, it's the little things that make being in love so special: a sunset stroll on a beach, holding hands at the movies and feeling protected and cared for.

Relationship tips:

So you're a True Romantic but what tips can we give for when you're looking for love?

1. Be natural. Begin by making friends. That way you can enjoy being yourself as you gradually explore whether there's a deeper potential between you.
2. You are naturally warm and trusting. Just make sure to follow your instincts and listen to your head as well as your heart before diving in too deep.
3. It's the little things that count. It's time to let your thoughtfulness shine. Get ready to woo with lots of tender words and surprising gifts.
4. Express yourself! You have a natural flair for communication. This is your chance to connect. Be open, friendly and easygoing.

Money

You love getting in touch with your creative side, and it would be amazing to have more time to explore your visual side. In the meantime, a good start could be some new photography gear to bring your ideas to life! You have a very healthy approach to life. You know that true happiness doesn't come from material things or possessions. It goes much deeper than that and is all about valuing those things you can't put a price on. You like to care for those around you, and if they're happy, you're happy. You appreciate that both highs and lows make up the balance of life and you always try and stay spiritually strong and focused.

Health

You're on the right track with your health. You love feeling rejuvenated after a good night's sleep. Woulda-coulda-shoulda just isn't in your vocabulary. You've learned that if you want to feel great, you need to take the positive steps yourself. It's all about valuing yourself enough to take the time to what's best for you and your body. You like exploring alternative therapies and the holistic side of things. The key is to keep your energy balanced - no sugar highs or caffeine crashes. It's all about having a twinkle in your eye and embracing every minute of the day. 

Home

If you were given the opportunity to live your dream life, chances are you'd feel more at home settled in a cute country cottage than living it up in a mansion. Your low-key attitude means you'd prefer to get away from the stresses of city life and take it easy, perhaps spending your time in a colorful garden. Fresh air, birds chirping and home-grown veggies for dinner...what's not to like?

Entertainment

Asking about the latest book you're reading is probably the best way to get you talking! What better way to chill out and unwind than a good book that takes you faraway from everyday life? Escapism at its best!

Style

You're so laid-back, you're almost horizontal! You like to take life as it comes and enjoy all it has to offer. Your practical style reflects your down-to-earth, relaxed attitude. Why stress out over finding heels to match your dress when you could be out having fun in the sun and living life to the fullest? In fact, sun-kissed skin and surf-tousled hair are the perfect accessories for your look. Just make sure you don't forget the SPF!

Travel

You're intuitive and find the beauty of nature visually inspiring. For you, getting away from it all means just that. Escaping into nature and heading off the beaten track is what you live for. It's the perfect way to unwind and recharge those batteries. And let's face it: Sitting out under the stars can be very romantic！

My result

他说 心中有一个黑洞
怎么填 都填不满
尝试
似乎反而造成了伤害
不只对自己 还有别人

他问
无敌无止境深渊般的黑洞
其实是不是 永远不会被填满？
快乐总会被吞噬
独处时 总觉得寂寞倾泻而至
很空 很空

我也没有答案
只是希望
不会被吸入黑洞

紧紧抓着 手中的美好
对抗 黑洞引力

根据Mr. Maslow的理论人只有满足了基本的衣食住行、安全感、爱、自尊之后才会想到灵魂的空虚未实现的梦想至少  站在顶尖的我们是幸福的

”傻瓜，清醒吧！现实人生是没有背景音乐的！"
有部电影如是说

所以
就算遇到那个人
不会有首歌突然响起
没有银铃声 教堂钟声
也没有百万分之一的偶然让我们相撞
告诉我 就是他了！

当

双目对望
喜从天降

惊天霹雳

兴奋尖叫
陨石撞击地球的瞬间
没有激情 浪漫 悲壮的旋律

适时奏起

迭起 交响乐般的高潮

宣告重要时刻的降临

那又如何？

依然可以

用笑声 让空气跳动

用尖叫 唤醒每根神经

用成串的泪 沾湿你的衣襟

厚脸皮的喧闹 霸占整个捷运车厢 

在寂静的街上 用歌声点亮一盏灯

虫子 车声 音响 脚步声 心跳声

或者 用呼吸
默默的奏着充满生命感的节奏

落叶飘花雨水 依旧在

不准时 却充满偶然的惊喜

只是

需要你停下来

细心发掘

用心感觉

在一片空白之际

自己点燃那烟火

有时 遗憾也是一种美

正如错过的樱花季节

很久没有这样
反复听一首歌
听不清歌词
只是很喜欢
这段旋律旋绕在耳边的感觉

喜欢青峰轻轻的声音
音符似羽绒将你围绕
到另一个飘渺的空间
让你可以微微低头
俯视自己

是很有画面感的短片
还是漂亮的手笔字
还是青峰随音乐流泻的呢喃
看着看着
突然有点 感触
没有特别想起谁
只是掠过一些吉光片羽

若是不曾走过 怎么懂

有些事
就算走过了
还是懵懂
还是执意往死角撞
那只能怪自己
傻




喜欢寂寞
词曲：吴青峰
主唱：苏打绿


扬起了灰尘 回忆里一场梦
那照片里的人 瞳孔曾住着我
阖上了过往 梦境活成河流
已滋润了身旁 真实中的脉搏
生命来到窗前
不吭一声 拎走了我们
谁为情所困 谁为爱牺牲
谁比谁深刻

当时奋不顾身伸出我的手 
看见了轮廓就当作宇宙
甜美的习惯变成生活
才了解了什么
如今故事发展成就一个我 
学会了生活能享受寂寞
剧烈的语言变成温柔
又带来了什么
若是不曾走过 怎么懂


翻飞了往事 有时灼伤眼眸
那伤人的台词 现在听来轻松
平息了心思 有时一笑而过
我此刻的样子 见风仍然是风
生命吹过面前
不吭一声 划成了掌纹
挥霍了缘份 看透了景色
我懂得深刻
当时奋不顾身伸出我的手 
看见了轮廓就当作宇宙
甜美的习惯变成生活
才了解了什么
如今故事发展成就一个我 
学会了生活能享受寂寞
剧烈的语言变成温柔
又带来了什么
若是不曾走过 怎么懂

当时奋不顾身伸出我的手 
看见了轮廓就当作宇宙
甜美的习惯变成生活
才了解了什么
如今故事发展成就一个我 
学会了生活能享受寂寞
剧烈的语言变成温柔
又带来了什么
若是不曾走过 怎么懂

苏打绿红了
面子书上
好多好多人都在分享他们的歌
有点怀念没人知道苏打绿
大家只知道他们的主唱
是个分不清男女，青头发的怪家伙
以后的苏打绿
还会是那个唱小情歌
用充满诗意的歌词打动人的
苏打绿吗？

期待这种时刻很久了
坦然的
考试
不是为了什么
不是证明给谁看
不用争名次
不是要命的一试定生死
只是

单纯的考试
测验自己的水准

正式宣布
我对考试候群症免疫了！
虽然呼吸的还是弥漫在四周的考试气氛
虽然还是窝在宿舍整整一个星期
虽然玩乐时还是有少少愧疚感
但
不用看着书配饭
不会有令人窒息的压力
让你抓着note不放
做着绞脑汁的题目时
不用一边挠头紧张一边想考砸了该怎么办好
步出考场时
不用看着朋友红红的眼眶不知所措
感觉终于挣脱了
那缠着我十几年的绳
呼~

朋友说
现在的考试
只要对得起自己就好

想就用这种
坦然
过完这两个星期

是的，
请祝我考试快乐

希望我拿成绩时会更快乐~

Ok, the first 3 are sealed in a lovely box and only will be revealed in the next 365 days
( If I could realized those =P)

Guess I'll start with no.4

4. Go to librariessss(PTSL is the top of my list!)

5. Batu Caves( don't ask me why it popped in my mind )

6. Stay conscious during anatomy class ( all my classmate's wishes >< big challenge wei! )

7. Volunteer in activities involving special need kids

8. Read at least 1 book in a month ( Strictly no academic-related stuff)

9. Jog( Oppsss, I mean walk) around the lake once a week

10. Go to USM

11. Family trip

12. Discover more places in KL, especially where NICE FOODS are....

13. Get a camera

14. Seriously........write SOMETHING....

15. Learn more about movie making and video editing

16. Join a student exchange program

17. Be a better public speaker and debater

18. Study study study BEFORE exam so I can go countdown next year!

19. Touch my dust-covered guitar

20. Last one is MOST IMPORTANT, nearly forgotten... =P
     
            SELF CONTROL


Are my list too long? =p

The magical mantra.....

I can I can I can I can.....

Yeah, I have a fantabulous year to GO!

At least it seem so in the list....