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Random interview

Posted by Qi... on 01:45
So there is this blind interview that I went to.
I went without knowing what it was about and what I did to apply
Pretty funny huh, I seriously don't remember when I submitted an application and what did I wrote
But I just follow the instruction to experience my first virtual video interview
then here I am today, at KLCC Menara 3.
Yes, there is a 3rd tower here and I'm lost like even the guards laughed at me. LOL
BTw, this is the first time I tried to wait for Rapid KL but is epic fail.
45min spent without a single bus stopping at the bus stop
B114, I wonder will I meet you in my 4 years of study here

I like the random feel there.
It is just so comfortable and everyone there is so at home.
It was a pretty unique interview as well
The most informal I have LOL
They just skipped the Please Intro part and come to
Tell me about this thing that happens.
Wow! I was kinda stuck and planned to make up something,
but this smart guy wanted to know the whole story
so I began to spill out things that I shouldn't
Because this does not reflect leadership, in fact it was the opposite.
Nice and comfortable chat and I wonder how everyone has the charm to soften your tensed face
But then I realize all my stories were all about a single club
Which makes me feel little apologetic,
as if I'm selling the name of the club to get this thing

With a room of interviewers that make me feel like I'm from 80s,
Which is where I know more about this place that I'm in
So this is a consulting firm that offer basic salary of 7-8k,
kinda like huge figure in the stage
but I wonder what does a consulting firm does? @.@
Just feel so
Deep inside I'm always the kampung girl that shrinks upon group of strangers,
with English if different accents,
yea I met the British gentlemen, Australian accent, nice Chinese+US slang and an African American english
The big meltpolt!
Haha, is Manglish+Chinglish recognized as one of the variety?

I don't know if I should wish myself good luck.
I want a nice holiday at home and I wanted to have the chance to had my own project
All the previous one are so exciting!
and also E.X.C.H.A.N.G.E
LOL, greedy me! You are not gonna have peace or leisure in any time soon aren't you?



With a nice view of KL from 25th floor,
but they say if you're in then you'll never see the sky outside
Your life and your friend and family would be McKinsey,
which is pretty sad huh, guess you need to pay for everything



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Words

Posted by Qi... on 01:17
Like the feeling of being praised
Sorry I'm such a child
Trying to press my tail down
but I couldn't hold that smile
Thank you, for always being nice to me.


A very true quote.
Guess something wrong in my feedback mechanism
The criticism just doesn't go into mind
maybe cause I insist on not letting them leaving prints in my heart
Thus the change that ensue the pains never come too

Maybe that's why happy little kids never grow




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Posted by Qi... on 22:19
喜欢 被一眼看穿
看穿了 就不用掩饰 不用躲
连客套的笑 都省了

喜欢这样被拆穿
是的 都只是借口
那你还想躲到什么时候
有点感触
怎么就只有你 能一语道破
还这么勇敢的 当着我的面
直接踩下去

我想这辈子 我都不会有这种勇气
戳破人家的痛处 即使是为他好
当虚伪的好人这么久 是时候换个角色了





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Interview

Posted by Qi... on 12:04


Haven't been attending interview for too long
I'm actually very nervous for that


This is exactly my situation of you if all the character inside were female LOL

It was quite an informal and deep interview
Everything was being scrutinized
Participation and attitude in class
Background
Grades and performance in clinic
Future aspiration 
and the sibeh important question
WHAT CAN YOU CONTRIBUTE TO UKM


It's funny to know how you lecturer view you
So "split-personality disorder" it is
For me, it is "register"
You use different tone when you talk to different people
I just write and talk in a totally different way

Feel flattered by the compliment
The moment when you sky-rocketed into the air
because of one single sentence :)
Thanks for the acknowledgement
Yea, I still like writing haha

Think I didn't did well in the interview lol
I can't answer why I sleep in class MUAHAAAAAA
The first question KILLLLLed me
Secretly think this is a revenge from her, just joking :p
It's an interview when you are attacked by 5 lecturers
Answers just don't fly into your mind 
Suppressing the urge to get back in and give them a proper answer
But still holding hopes
Helpless optimistic

PRAY FOR ME!

Goodluck for my next interview too! :)
Gotta get a formal shoes >.<
Why I left mine at home?!!



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Make a mark

Posted by Qi... on 21:25

From Soul Pancake. 


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Empty out

Posted by Qi... on 17:50

越来越喜欢 以前的自己
写着一篇推销自己的短文
返回之前的相关文章
回想 为什么会走上这条弯弯曲曲的路
曾经 很单纯的深信
纯粹的 感觉
无知的 被感动


现在
看到那些 勇敢为生命奋斗
努力活出生活的人
还是 会感动
只是 淡淡的
有时 会冷冷地说
人 是会被逼长大的
所有的坚强勇敢 都是被逼出来的

习惯 穿过封面的简介
因为 故事开始重叠
一页页画着一样的轮廓
感觉也被稀释了

但是
想念那颗柔软 的心
也因此
一直很佩服 水龙头
因为他们可以从
用最纯粹的心
不同的角度
看到最美丽的一面
然后
毫无防备
毫无预想
被感动

From: rockingmy365project.files.wordpress.com
只想要
看一本书
看一部电影
无法抑制的 狂笑 流泪



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Smile

Posted by Qi... on 08:53

或许我不是那个
点亮你的世界的人
也不会是伴你度过漫漫长夜的蜡烛

只要能让你
微微的笑

就够了


Love the way you smile, and laugh :)


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DIstance

Posted by Qi... on 08:59

Hate that distant feeling
You are here, but your mind are somewhere else
You are talking with someone but you never really see them, or even look at them
You talk about all sorts of non sense but never about your feeling
At times, one simple "How are you"
touch you so much that you almost shed tears


You don't really communicate much because all those feelings are so heavy
It pressed your lip and heart so much that you could hardly move them
You don't know who cares
You don't want to bother their time
and why is there even a need to talk about it?

So you wrap yourself well
Because it's easier to deal when there is just you and you
You try to write your day with determination to make it good
But the fact is, you don't really know how you think and what you want
So you know, just let it be
and life will show you the way



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潮汐

Posted by Qi... on 11:19

总有那么一些时段
觉得莫名的 低落
世界很遥远
只想抱紧自己


这种时候
总是在考试前
当一个人关在房间
除了电脑就是notes
过着没日没夜的生活
就会特别郁闷

有人说
情绪 像潮汐
现在的我 在慢慢滑向谷底


或许 我需要一个更大的空间
或者 找人聊聊

但是
最迫切需要的~~~~~
是专注力!


to-do-list越来越长
却一直提不起劲


Please gather yourself and move!

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Homesick

Posted by Qi... on 00:21


Guess I'm getting crazy
Just left my home for one day
and I started missing it


LOL, Am now officially member of
PBSM(Persatuan Balik Setiap Minggu)
or even worse >.<

It is not like someone needed me urgently at home
Just I wanted to be there, for them
Makes me feel better,
and I'm sure they feel the same :)


Just need to get my head rested on my beloved pillow
feel loved
and get the urge to move

Guess study alone week is just too not me
Too much progress to chase but too little motivation
and the atmosphere is just too dull

Can I go back in the next gap?




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Colour it :D

Posted by Qi... on 11:47

Ok, I'm not so into course night type
Always think paying such a price for so-so food and a boring night
With ME need to perform
is just a total NO NO.
Regret a lot after I found out I could actually skip it
85 weyyyyy

Sorry for me being so critical,
I just don't like the place, the theme, and in fact,
the existence of course night
haha, just thought it is a night for us to take lotsssss of picture

But I had to say, this night make me LOVE Jasper Sooooo Much!


First of all, the surprising door gift <3
This is just so practical!!!
Had to thanks for preparing such awesome gifts, especially the lucky draw
although I get none! T.T


Thanks to the organizing committee--3rd Year
for such an awesome night
The activities are so creative! :D
You guys put up such a challenge for us next year >.<
Think everyone enjoyed the night


And I just couldn't say how much I loved 4th year
For always being a pillar of support
Never hesitate to provide help and advice even though they are busy
As a role model
and source of inspiration+motivation
For telling us: "You can do more"



Remind me of 王文华,很多年前看过的斯坦福的十二堂课
第一件是:你想要一样东西,你就一定要得到;你一定要得到,就要拚命去争取
「Do Something」是主动出击,上天下地去解决问题。研究公司的采访报告没来,我无辜地说﹕「我催了啊,他们还没做好我有什么办法?这家公司好烂,下次不要跟他们合作了!」老板说﹕「Shut up!Do something!」遇到问题,不要只坐在那边怨天尤人!想办法趁为时未晚前做一些什么事,不管是任何事,来改变现况。
去做,去改善,不要等,不要埋怨。


世界不公平,人生不公平,又怎样?别人不专业,但你不要被他们拖下水!
赢家总是在关键时刻浑身解数,输家则是在事过境迁后检讨责任归属。 
「Do More」,则是在完成了别人和自己对自己的期望之后,永远再多做10分。100分是本分,105分是天分,110分则是专业精神。 



So touched by the THANK YOU video they prepared
and the very formal speech with heartfelt gratitude and encouragements
Gonna miss them a lot :)


Argghhh....make me regret for not preparing gifts for them
Especially when they came up and present flowers to lecturers



 Our performance
Another epic fail
Enjoyed the moment on stage
Haha, enjoyed laughing and being laughed
We meant to be serious but we are just intrinsically funny I guess
"Ba na na na na na......."
Glad to see even lecturers sing along with us
and make fun at us on the meantime!!! >.< 

Was not very enthusiastic for practice
but well, thanks my fellow classmates
for this creative product!
Was really awesome and viral....
will make people move together and sing together
but what makes it so beautiful
simply because you guys are so awesome
The viral energy spread when all of us sang with all our heart
So all the technical errors and is just a part of our natural performance :)

Hehe, can't stop my tail from going into air 
when receiving all those good feedback and  praises :)

My Clinical Observation Group :)

Oh yeah! We rocked the stage! 
We are back one more time!


Dearest coursemate :)


Just so glad I'm in this lovely family.
Haha, had to continue our sweetie lovely story.
It'd only be better :)


Yeahhhh, I'm gonna go through the 28 credits 4 clients crazy SEM!!

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自私?

Posted by Qi... on 22:04

是这么 告诉自己的
自己都不行了
怎么 推动别人呢?

下决定那刻
才知道
自己可以多冷 多自私
连环夺命call 我不接
温柔的关心 无法打动我
大家的失望 失措 我冷眼旁观

只要放下心中那颗石头
就好
夜里还是能睡得稳稳的




原谅我 先放弃
我只想要 安逸 舒服 的做自己


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