SPM result is out AGAIN

Ya, this is an annual event

but somehow I just can't ignore it

even though it is not related with me anymore....

All those memories just keep flashing back

Can't help to think about it

I think that maybe u too have the same feeling

The day when you get your result

Really signify something.....

Han, you could get your treat next time maybe....^^

Last year, from that day on

my life switched to a totally different track

a 361 degree rotation from my leisure country lane

There is a quote I really like:

Life is like a roller coaster

You NEVER know when 

it's going to take a turn

So, just ENJOY it!

Indeed, I had the most exhilarating ride

in that few months

Being lifted above the ground

smashed to the earth

and

rise above.....
because I earned my treasure here....
True friends, which can't be found anywhere else....

But

Those feelings....

emotion that surges from bottom of my heart
since the moment I get my result,
joyous, anticipating,

like all good things is going to happen

followed by 

angry, disappointed, dejected

helpless, lost in the mist

I thought

All these should be old enough 

to sink under the ocean of memory

instead, 

they FLOAT on it....

And keep surrounding one fixed point

A year.....

I wasted ONE YEAR(actually more)

deciding about which path should I take(still in progress)

when I already have clear picture of it since Form 3 I think....

It's just that my version of answer is not schematic enough

So I had to try to compromise
Think, rethink and reconsider so many option,
I even find out a list of biomedical career

and tick off one by one

Honestly, I could just throw the list into the bin

That's easier.....

Still, I'm lingering here, pathetically....

Good news is, my resistance toward science is decreasing with time

Maybe I could really find something for me here....

Watching 25th Mac moving on the clock

I knew

I left something behind

But there is more

that I would carry on with me

My dream

will still be a part of me

Though I choose a 10 times harder way now

(You can say I'm crazy)

I want to do it, anyway...

Just want to say,

SORRY for didn't believe in myself....

凌晨两点
罕有的离奇的失眠
脑子里的念头
烟花般
一个又一个窜上来
瞬间爆发

盘算着
你们来我家时
该怎么招待你们
想要给你们看
家乡最美好的一面
吃让你们回味无穷
还想再回来的食物
才发现
我们这边
真的没什么景点
海、红树林
你们有兴趣吗？
吃的，就是福州特色美食啦

对我来说
这个地方盘踞在心中
只因为
是家

问我那里美？
其实我也不知道
问我什么好吃
我可以说出一大串的食物
可是其实我很没有信心
怕你们真的尝到了
会失望
因为我喜欢的是
从小吃到大、熟悉的口味
因为卖面的aunty是爸爸的朋友、朋友的妈妈

说实话
我连交通问题
都还没搞定
这么多人
怎么载？
不过别担心
到时你们只要负责吃喝玩乐就行了

就真的希望
这毕业之旅
会是我们这一年
完美的句点
而我的家
会是高潮

然后新的一年
我们这一家
又要开始创造
更多更多美好的回忆！

多希望
我们只是手牵手
从这里
跳到另一个地方
换的
只是背景、布幕
就好像用哈利波特的PORTKEY
我们只是被漩涡吸进去
转转转
碰地时
回过神
身边
还是有你们

Ever heard of something magical like this?

Photographic memory....hoho, you are like a camera if u have this super power. Once you look at something, automatically "chaka", the image is in your memory. Unbelievable right?

I remembered I first heard this noun in Grey's Anatomy, my first English series. There is one character-named Lexie Grey, and, she is really impressive - well, prom queen and party queen with a certificate from Harvard Medical School. OMG! Well, the secret is-her photographic memory(of course with some hard work...)she could memorizes every single word, even the page number just after a single glance. This saves a lot of work right?...No more head-scratching in front of the note, just slide through, and yes, you can close the book and have fun!

Of course I know this is just a drama, but I just can't help imagining...hoho, what if I have the power? NO MORE hard struggling studying process,just take a look, and I'm the book, or Qiqipedia if you like :p.Hooray,it is exciting enough simply imagining the scene.

Especially when I'm staring at my notes now, of course I don't expect to memorize the points in just one glance, but forgetting it in just one minute and more and more time needed to recollect it really frustrated me.

My mind keep lingers away and never stay on the pages. Actually the most familiar scenario for my roommate when I'm "studying" is me closing my eyes, sweet in dream with the notes lying miserably on the floor.(T_T how could I belong to this ???.....)

And now, I'm boring enough to write nonsense here, ignoring stacks of tutorial and see who is more boring to spend time on my impossible fantasy....haha, I could spot one....

莫名的想起一些人，却不愿划破这份沉默，只是默默的想念那些给过鼓励，给过关心的朋友。虽然离开了，却还是感谢。虽然陌生了，却还是想念。曾经激励的话语，铭记于心。曾经陪伴过的岁月，缅怀有你们的温暖。


偶然看到这段文字，真的想起了很多人、事、物……
真心的希望，大家都好 ^^ <3

Why I choose to activate this long-exist but empty blog?

Reason 1: I'm boring

Reason 2: Han oso got one....

The true reason is.....Year 2010, really is the most dramatical year in my life. So many things happened, happy or not and so many memory I would like to keep it forever, especially moments I go through with my dearest friends.

So, this is a platform for me to release my thought n share my mind with you guys. Just wanna keep record of everything in my 18(19 soon... :p)...years when we r so young, not much thought, just have fun n enjoy~~

It is so hard to believe we just have 2 months left together. Just like the creating of our group, I want to keep track of you guys n let u know about my latest news.

Hope that the story we are writing now will be never-ending.... ^^