Streaks

Managed through 20 lapses in the kids pool

Personal achievement to celebrate lol

Yes, it is kids pool but still, for me from struggling to float to being able to move

Even if it is just inches, it is still something for me 

I like how this is becoming a habit for me

Like I am slowly building up all these little habits

Of course there are still some temptations that I easily fall for 

But at least I am having longer and longer streaks

and I am really good (maybe too good) at cheering for myself

So yay

I am a little nervous for tomorrow

Erm I know English had been my second languge

Sometimes even my first language in academic and workplace

But still, a test is a test

I feel bad not feeling nervous for a test

and the fact that this simple test cost me THAT much still pisses me off

Maybe because I am that poor lol

Anyway recently I had been slowly transitioning into after work potato life that I tried my best to avoid

But now I am enjoying this feeling of excessive time in hand

That I dont know how to spend

So I can boil drama read novel and sleep earlier

Feels good, even though empty at times

And this can be addictive if I keep it on long enough

Ahhh my outing partner come back faster pls

I think I still prefer exploring life and working on things

Maybe I should seriously consider a car if this test didnt work out

So let's pray together

Pray for my great escape

Pray for my parents' cruise plan

and basically pray for the best