.....rant

It is still a mystery why my patient will cancel on me automatically
When I feel overwhelmed or sick or tired
But I'm loving it
I guess my guardian angel just love me too much <3

Anyway it had been a pretty productive and unproductive week
Unproductive mostly I guess
Cause it took me one week but I haven't reply a single email
Downloaded many things but haven't even read the one I downloaded the other time
Like basically I am recycling my to do list every week
Cause I completed none of them, especially casenotes that keep piling up
Ahhh crazy

Didn't really feel well this whole week but today is the worst
Feeling bloated and having reflux like volcano eruption the whole day
And....I am still here in the office, and probably going to see two more running kids
God bless I don't vomit on them
At least I figured out why....ah my wicked hormone cycle and the wicked way which it always chooses to partner up with my strongest enemy----my poor lung or explosive tummy

Getting really busy these few weeks......
Of course I love being engaged and really doing work (but 10 patients a day is a bit too much for a speech therapist right?)
But my lazy nature is stressing up like hell...which mean I need more sleep, means less time for more work
Yes I know it doesn't make sense but this is my inner drama now
I cringed every time I have more regular peads cases T.T
Kids please stay away from me like seriously. I do you no good
And having more and more swallowing cases---I thought lateral medullary is rare but I am into my 10th after one year of work oh god
I got bored of it already like please can give me some cases I can sit down and cross my legs and talk?
Can my offer letter come faster---I am getting anxious already like everyone know I am leaving but I don't even know when

Sort of looking forward to the Genting getaway this weekend!
Havent been to Genting for years!
But come to think about it, I went Genting with every significant friend gang in my life----from high school to matriks to uni, twas really wonderful time we spent there :)
So this time I am going with my colleagues!
We had only been together for one year but together on so many trips and sleepover already!
I am excited thinking about the cold breeeeeze and probably casino lol
I don't know what else to do there since the outdoor theme park is still on the way (like seriously this is taking way too longggggggggggggggg)
Anyway I just want to enjoy more time with this precious bunch <3