Scream out and live it out

There are moments when you feel so helpless
That you have no control over things that are so important in your life
It took away your breathe
You felt the uncertainty and anxiety burned you inside out
and all you could is just SCREAM

When people like you scream for help
I know, there is something really wrong
You know we don't exactly have a say in our life right?
In everything.
Things that we could decide are just so few.
But still, you do your part.

You know right?
This is a test.
This time, it is in two parts.
You passed the first, with great difficulty and more obstacles than others.
Now is the second stage.
The true challenge.
Make your way through a dark tunnel
The only thing you could depend on is yourself and voices you hear from everywhere.
You pick the way without knowing exactly how it would be
It is a bet with too much responsibility to bear indeed.


But it is time to let you make the choice with the chips you gained in past few years
You waited for this moment long enough
You had everything swirling in your mind
You are just so afraid to pull that precious dream from your head out to reality
Maybe it is fragile but the glittering dream could only live a true life out here
So let it out

Perhaps what you need now
is a little faith and patience
Clear you mind of those foggy worries,
follow your heart
step by step

and believe that it would lead you to the right way

Please, never ever leave any reason for regret
It will engulf you in the future.

Sometimes, it is not only about what you want and how much you wanted it but how are you going to make it true.
You had your destination marked in GPS, fuel on your side but you couldn't reach the place by simply shouting it aloud

Prove to us that you really wanted this
Don't make the same mistake that I did.
I told you how much I wanted that but I did not fought for it.
At least not hard enough.
I know you still feel sorry about me choosing another path
I hope I won't hold the same feeling for you
Be true to your voice
and other things that you can't control?
Just let it be

Just wanna let you know
Everything happen for a reason
and sometimes all the wrong turn will bring you to the right path
As long as you hold on


It is a new beginning anyway
And the way lead to unknown start is a dark tunnel
Dark without light and you could not predict what is in the end
That is the surprise of life
Don't worry, you'll survive in anywhere and by anyway
But it is how you want to live your life
Merely passing through days, surviving or write your own chapter?
The pen is in your hand, so it doesn't really matter where you are

Hope is always around. Waiting for you to embrace it.





You made your decision. You did your part and there is nothing else for you to do.
Just get ready for the next stage.
It just get more and more challenging.