I'm so so glad for a friend.

When a series of unfortunate event fall upon her,

She asked. "Why me, why always me"

I don't know how to reply except tell her that Treat this as a challenge.

I wish I could give her a hug.

I know I could have all the nicest, most inspiring and poetic quote in the world but it doesn't help.

She asked. "If you were me, wont you feel frustrated like me?" 

She say she is tired and fed up.

My best suggestion is go to sleep. Sleep till the sleepy worm ate away your trouble.

Yea, my suggestion reflect how useful I am

So, when she told me the "system error" was finally sorted out, I'm truly really very very happy for her.

You may have to go through more turns but hopefully these extra miles will give you more.

I know it had been a hard time.

The challenge. The target she set for herself. The pride Leo carry on with them. The nice deed she choose to do. The initiative she took to upgrade herself. New lessons. Portfolio. Teaching job. 

It is just too many to list down and I'm so so proud of you, being tougher and more thoughtful by times.

<3 Had to love you more.

Mr. How Wen Yong say: 決定我們快樂與否的關鍵因素中，百分之十來自外在的處境，其餘的百分之九十，來自面對外在處境時，我們內在的態度。

I think you are building the right attitude. You are truly lucky in a way you know, things were sorted out before it was too late. 

So, let's hope finally you are steering into the right path

Be well-prepared

and impress them in your interview!

Everyone had been lost before.

Those who don't know who they are.

Those on a path they don't really know

Those who pick their way but not sure of it

Those who had no idea which way to go

These are simply process we need to go through

and I do believe

when the mist gone with the wind,

You will create your own beautiful path

with your special way

OK, not really related to you.

Since you already settled down

Are you too greedy?

I don't know

I always want to grab everything at the first,

only when you truly know what you want

only you can choose and let go

so I'd say there is nothing wrong to try it all

Since you have the chance

Just make sure you can cope it

How I hope you could be my junior,

so that it will be my turn to bully you! =p

But what I hope more is,

you find a way that really suits you.

The one that will ignite passion strong enough to fuel your life with satisfaction

Gambate girl.

相当一辈子的同学

没想到，我居然比布拉格先生迟了

我想，是我的错

从缺席会议的那天开始

就注定脱节

我需要很长很长的时间来消化这个事实

因为太爆炸性了！
我第一次听到时
第一个反应是：
请告诉我
今天是愚人节

所以，现在才来正式献上我的祝福

我相信他是一个好人

虽然是很有心机的好人

希望也是个会很用心呵护你的好人

感觉到你 小心翼翼的期待

你想要分享的心情

高分贝的害羞

是的，你有喊，而且是很大声~

所以

我也觉得自己太冷了

错过了火花四射的分享瞬间

有小小的遗憾

希望你们不要把我踢出甜甜圈

可是

很多时候，
冷冷的不想多说
是因为

不想用我的观念扭曲刚萌芽的幼苗
决定
用静静的目光灌溉
不想评论
以后也不会事后孔明
只希望
你们用自己的步伐
愉快牵手漫步
一直走在幸福的小径

因为你太太太太太好
（不好意思，我决定跳过称赞你的部分
反正你就三从四德多才多艺文武双全了）
所以
我不确定他是否够好
但这种事情
从来就不是条件的天秤
不是要找跟你equally好的人
既然你感觉对了
就是了
请告诉他
我觉得这是他一百世修来的福分！




虽然我还没习惯被称为灯泡的日子
但我希望
我会继续用一百瓦的电力闪很久很久
希望你记得
你还有一堆老婆情妇和不知道什么
而不是
“电灯泡”！！！

P/S: 不好意思

因为太亲近

戳破了所有想象空间

那些浪漫耸动的情节

只要套上主角的脸

就会变成搞笑剧

‎"It isn't about holding hands or kissing, it's about the feelings you feel" Quote from Ms. S

May you found your heartbeat soon <3

You can

BUT

In the end,

the only people to be blamed is

YOU

You are given options

You made choices

You reacted

You did something or you didn't

You had your time

That's fair enough

So

There is no excuse

Hate saying sorry that don't cure

But still, 

my apology

It's Boon's bday.

The cutest EGG card <3

Simply wanna show off this cute bday card

So proud of it,

credits to EXECUTOR YYee n of course creative de idea generator me XD

Love it so much!

Actually i feel like want to keep it for myself more ><

We are the boss!

Had a nice time ^^

Our impromptu plan was just so fantastic! =D

FOund out everyone was so great at prank and cheating

No mercy for classmate pun ><

Had a really good laugh

BUT.......................

It's my turn next T.T

Hope u all will treat me better...

So yeah, happy birthday good old man!

I like the randomness.

Went for my first theater(is it?) last night.

With unexpected people.

Simply because I saw it and feel that it will be interesting.

And it was.

It's the end of the world

NOW!

RUN!

SCREAM!

What it would be....the EnD of World?

Trapped inside an elevator with only one, two, three, four walls?

Dreamed of waking up at middle of Liverpool, with sky made of pieces of paper, falling off like snow?

Imagining sight of sky with bright stars and the smell of air with fresh grass?

Talked of the wonderful future like there would be tomorrow?

Hid in an underground bunk with no clock, not knowing it is morning, afternoon or night?

Crescent and worm

Oh, I just love the bubbly tone of worm

Ok, I admit, I only know their name in the act after the whole show ><

No wonder I always heard worm....

Honestly

I don't exactly understand the whole show

and their English was so British that I wondered if they were Malaysian

I couldn't really catch all those words

But still in a half-blur state

I felt the emotion

The sorrow, madness and fear conveyed through the fanatic dance

and the angelic dance showering us with hope and light in the end

Some words that seep in my mind

and

scene that made me feel like crying for no reason

All we have is mud. In which you are stick.

Will there be lemon?

Maybe I'm not that artsy but I believe certain universal common feeling is not restricted in any category

just as

LOVE.HOPE

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Random game and chit-chat after the back to hostel

Cause I randomly bump into a friend

and decided to stop by her room

had a nice time with people I don't get chance to mingle with usually

Learned new variation of scrabble

More exciting version

Had fun

Like the feel of it

Walking along and welcome everything that fall upon my way

and 

just enjoy it

^^

Waiting for the next time I have time for a random day.

Had to postpone I planned wandering by the way.

I know when the week start,

I'll regret I didn't spend more time to do what I suppose to,

but

just wanna be wild once in a while =)

If you want to be everywhere,

you wont be anywhere

If you want everything,

you wont get anything

Lesson learned.

Hope so.

让时间冻结在此刻

然后

一切就不会变

偶尔会织张忧郁的网
把自己围起来
我知道这样很不健康
但有时隔离人群
让我觉得自己可以潜得很深
不确定是不是周期性荷尔蒙失调
只想躲在温暖的蛹里
假装世界不存在
烦恼不用管
然后
可以深呼吸

有时跌得很深很深的时候
我撑不起自己
只好一直在谷底徘徊
跟一些没有答案的问题
纠缠


直到看到一篇文章

感觉某些字

像午后舒服的阳光

带入一丝暖暖的光

明明是浅白常见的老生常谈

却莫名的

把我的忧郁

瓦解

谢谢

不知名的你

感觉

是有时间期限的

心中安排好的草稿

酝酿久了

会变味

因为

在那瞬间

事情 在变

感觉 在变

世界没有什么

是会等的

正如水花

不会停在半空中

一周年了

莫名其妙成立的BS gang

还真的想再回到BSA

即兴的烧烤会

等到guard来赶我们走

想念隔得很远很远的你们

想念就算很近却一直没时间相聚的你们
却只能在面子书中
跟很多很多新朋友合照的你们

KMM的钟又转了一轮
PSPM 2 又到了
这届的学弟妹也是时候
展开人生的新旅途

想起去年的这时
我们认真念书的同时
疯狂的想在最后一个月留下很多回忆
去散步
拍下校园的每个角落
录下每个人的感想
拍了很多的照
因为知道时间不多
所以特别珍惜

这地方太特别
即使有成千近万张的照片
任何关于它的一切
还是掀起回忆
朋友回去探访旧地
看到学弟妹在一样的角落拍的照片
都会让我沉浸在
回忆的海

我们还要有很多很多的周年庆
gathering
让它成功好吗？
想你们了



我不贴照片，因为你们在心里 =p

终于 再次找回那种

很慎重要为某人庆生的感觉

想念那个

为你们的生日

写一首歌、练一个舞、做个video

开很多会、演很多戏

的

激情、感动

想要用同一种心情

去祝福每个我觉得很重要的朋友

很高兴 你感受到了

每年的这一天

四面八方的祝福涌过来

突然感觉自己很幸福吧！

请别忘记

关心你的人

一直都在

下次再一起做夜间散步这种事吧！

再随性的做更疯狂的事吧！

在我的爱玩因子陷入冬眠前

拜托你们

帮忙偶尔唤醒它

祝福的话

我想

你听得太多了

不过还有

这首小小的诗

在网上看的

本来想抄下

做个小书签的

忘了 

自己慢慢的念吧！

Instead of counting candles,

Or tallying the years,

Contemplate your blessings,

As your birthday nears.

Consider special people

Who love you, and who care,

And others who’ve enriched your life

Just by being there.

Think about the memories

Passing years can never mar,

Experiences great and small

That have made you who you are.

Another year is a happy gift,

So cut your cake, and say,

"Instead of counting birthdays,

I count blessings every day!"

我告诉过你吧！有多爱你的文字 <3

又是清明时节

去年很无奈的错过了

不想有第二次

第一次

扫墓时下起了毛毛细雨

轻轻抹过墓碑

看着石碑旁的名字

想着到底是什么把我们连在一起

一年一两次的短聚

陌生人寒暄般的语气

微微尴尬的气氛

总是一剑击中要点的问题

总是让我想逃

DNA的相似度

跟熟悉度

没有关系

完全

记得阿公总是对一切祭祖活动很反感

说

人在世时

也不来看看

清明

摆着整桌的菜

烧整箱的金子

有何用？

但，老人家看到儿子就是很高兴

就算一年只有清明这半天

至少 有那半天

他也是那么期盼着不是吗？

叔叔问怎么没买纸扎爱疯？

妈妈说纸扎快贵过真货了

省着点，买基本配套就好 XD

看着一张张金银纸
慢慢染上火苗
熏黑变灰
烧成熊熊的火
漫舞空中

画面很潇洒

总是感慨

真的会收到吗？

还是只有空气污染是实？

希望至少天空感受到

折纸背后的心情

思念

午餐当然是团圆大餐

我觉得这是才我回家的主因

为了一碗golu

吃饭时

看着阿公

汤匙在他僵硬的拇指和食指间摇摇欲坠

吃力的坚持自己吃饭

我怕

会不会有一天

手的主人会易主

不再是他

而是那战无不胜的麻痹

从运用自如

退化到无法灵活使用筷子

到今天勉强夹住汤匙

还能守住多久？

回家的那天

听说朋友的爸爸不幸离世

只能发封空洞的RIP，stay strong

说不出节哀这两个字

这哀，怎么节？怎么解？

他很坚强理智

没打算告诉我们

不期望会有同学到场拍拍肩膀给他拥抱

客气的跟我们说谢谢

我知道他是勇士

却挥不去伤感

总是在这时刻发现生命的脆弱

唯一不变的真理

就是一切都在变

每一分每一秒

成。住。坏。空。

Had an really eventful weekend.
Studied nothing for sure, but no regrets.

Back purposely for Ching Ming.
Had a really nice time with my dear friends.
It is always three of us
Like my friend's new house soooooo much
With a real KARAOKE room inside
OMG, free unlimited k-singing when I get back
wakaka

Time is always too short for us
We talked a lot but there is just too much to tell
There is always distraction before we got to the topic
But maybe those are the fun parts =p
Looking forward for the next time when we had more time
and our MOVIE date

I guessed too many things happened in our life now
That we couldn't possibly share every detail
and sometimes I feel sorry for couldn't joining those things!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Still, you know I care and I will try my best to help
Even if my effort couldn't really reach you

Our sushi bread
Making for fun.
Look nice right? XD
Not sure since when preparing food became our main gathering activity
But I enjoyed it.
Eat and talk at the same time plus can show off to my mum
Once again proven I'm not the kitchen type =p
Haha, even failed at simply stuffing and rolling job
Destined to have people cook for me <3



Thanks for being the one who know me for most of my life
Still feel most comfortable talking with you guys
All the best.


P/S:
Ms. Egg, Many thanks to your sister for my first Thai meal and the ride. She ask me to go your house more often as the token. Haha, I think she really miss me. Or you miss me more?