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Power of words

Posted by Qi... on 02:50

Finally finish my first book of the semester.
Strictly speaking it is my second book of the year
and it's Mac now!
So sorry to my booksssssssssssss in the shelf *big bow and hugsss*

Miss those days when I can finish five books per week
and always try to exceed library's quota of borrowing
Yea that was primary school but
I just love those moments when I can just immersed myself in any story while lying on any surface, be it sofa, pillow, bed or the floor and let time drifted by
That is how an only child spend her afternoon in a house without air-con or Internet

Back to the topic,
this is another Amy Tan. My second one.


Erm was attracted to her cause she gave a really awesome(now I reconsider that) Ted Talk
So I was like okay, so she is international best-seller and she talk well!
Probably she wrote well too.
And as a matter of fact, she did.

It's just that is weird watching a half-Asian portray Asian, in English btw
It's like having everything you are familiar in a different form.
Like burger with rice bun. Might be nice or even taste better but just not right.
You always wonder how people translate ghost story or the philosophy into English
She did quite a good job and you can see how detailed she went into her research
but it just sounded WEIRD and probably that's why I couldn't relate well with the story or character even with all the vivid narration
With all the elements you need in a touching book-relationship of all sorts, humanity in its worst or best, mystery, Asian mystery, adventure, misery, love, happy ending(?!)
Okay, now I'm thinking why am I being so demanding on her
But I just don't like the persistent presence of an old malicious nagging highly superstitious always cursing mother
Maybe that is her way of remembering her mother but that annoys me. A lot.

Anyway, the highlight here is actually the transcript of an interview with her at the back
She really makes me rethink a lot about the profession of writing
She talked about the research, the need of meticulous in depth research and to some extent, research with your footprint.
Walk through the place and feel everything, the soil, the air, the building
She talked about working from 9am-7pm DAILY
Remind me of the word of 建宁老师from FIR
Being an artist is not as free-style as the public imagine or anything on the screen, it requires DISCIPLINE, persistent enduring discipline that push you through the delivery process of the product
Guess there are just no easy way in any path
No genius, no sudden adrenaline of inspiration and no sudden sparks and tah dah moments

But somehow I prefer it this way
To put your feet through the way and sweat through it
The process of work for what you want is the one to be enjoyed and lived
Amy said she loved research and even done excessive research on tiny tinky bits
Think about it
You can just read on any random things fun things without any explanation just for it
You can be expert on art one year, animal another, depending on the theme of your writing
How exciting!
Just like actor or actress, in every drama, they lead a different life with different stories
For me, that's the most fascinating part of the profession, living several life in just one turn (y)

Winston Churchill once acclaimed writer are one of the best profession because "words are the only thing that last forever"
The power of words also does
Just like this one

I know everyone read this for English during SPM(btw I just love English literature class in high school)
But this is the first love poem I really appreciate
It makes me melt inside when our English teacher explain this to us

Every fair from fair sometimes decline,
but thy eternal summer shall not fade, no, not even under the threat of Death
because it is eternalized in this masterpiece of work
As long as men can breathe or eyes can see,
So long live this, and this give life to thee

Sorry I had to copy and retype it, there is no better way to reword it
I think that is the best gift a girl could ever had and the best manifestation of one's love
Eternal imprint of her beauty and their love <3
It literally bring me to that Awhhh and holding hand together moment
Hope it has that same miraculous effect on you too :D
Few lines of scrabbles, passed through centuries and touched souls of countless naive young girl like me
Think, how nonchalant it seemed yet how powerful it is
Now you know why words count XP




So my act of spending my before clinic weekend writing nonsense shouldn't be seen as that much of a sin I guess? =p *act innocent*

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做个信守承诺的人。尤其是对自己的承诺。

Posted by Qi... on 01:53

这一整个星期
一直有个目标
就是做早餐给自己
一直觉得一起来有温暖的早餐
是最幸福的事(想家了~~)
所以
能在自己一个人的时候
做不随便的早餐给自己
是爱自己的最佳表现
自己开创美好一天的心情

可是 这整个星期
在我按snooze超过四五次 真的该起床的时候
重点不是能不能煮早餐 而是有没有时间吃早餐
虽然我是赖床虫 还是想不知天高地厚的早期做早餐
lol就是爱自己这种不自量力莫名其妙的矛盾
所以 才跟她定下了约定
和我开锅都会约人的原因一样
约了人 我就会去做
唉~连自己也给自己差别待遇你还想谁对你好
不过今天的我 也许需要助力
期待下个星期的我 可以自动自发爱自己多一点


For me its all about egg XOXO

对自己
有太多的承诺
太多的纵容
答应了 做不到
开始了 半途而废
有少少成就 大大地嘉奖自己
在想 如果
对自己的承诺都能办到的话
我会把自己封为偶像吧
为了防止自己的过度自恋
我还是表现正常就好

但是其实
要求不高
每天十分钟 自己的时间
偶尔 对自己好稍微一点点
最后 把注意力稍微收拢一点点
不过分吧 微不足道得可怜
就这样 你 可以吗 拜托





One by one

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Reversible poem!

Posted by Qi... on 16:09
Lost Generation by Jonathan Greed
I am part of a lost generation
and I refuse to believe that
I can change the world
I realize this may be a shock but
“Happiness comes from within.”
is a lie, and
“Money will make me happy.”
So in 30 years I will tell my children
they are not the most important thing in my life
My employer will know that
I have my priorities straight because
work
is more important than
family
I tell you this
Once upon a time
Families stayed together
but this will not be true in my era
This is a quick fix society
Experts tell me
30 years from now, I will be celebrating the 10th anniversary of my divorce
I do not concede that
I will live in a country of my own making
In the future
Environmental destruction will be the norm
No longer can it be said that
My peers and I care about this earth
It will be evident that
My generation is apathetic and lethargic
It is foolish to presume that
There is hope.
And all of this will come true unless we choose to reverse it .
Read the message, then read it again in reverse.
Which generation do you belong in?

image from leoriq.deviantart.com

This is just so cool! :D
My target for this coming month *wink*

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Flow flow flow

Posted by Qi... on 03:37

Yay, Item 1,2,5,6,11 and 12 checked (albeit occasionally) 
So I'm at least 50% more prone to be creative lol
BAsically I think the public perception of creativity should be redefined
It's not the light bulb that pops on your head if you mumble or scratch your head long enough
It's something more
I believe in 
"No magic, just basic"

So being creative is about exposing yourself to a lot of things
Including unknown new frightening/exciting/dull things
cause only when you have all the materials in your head
Then only you can find the right thing and jumble everything up in time of need ;p

So yeah let's try something new everyday
and you will find new things to love/hate :)
That certainly changes the way you think, wouldn't it?

Set free


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Student's Privilege

Posted by Qi... on 21:16
Everything I walked through this park,
I felt grateful to have this gem in our city,
next to our hostel.

Was in a very dark grey mood today
till I decided to have a walk around
Nothing special, just walking, playing with the gym equipment,
(My triple twister! :D)
Looking at the tree, lake and people around
Breathing in the little hazy air, suddenly I felt everything lighten
I can smile together with all those kids playing around the playground :)

I always feel better when I am in a bigger space
Think this is part of our biological nature,
I still remember how we learnt when mice are constricted in a space
They develop anxiety, depression etc
I think the same goes to human being, especially urban citizen
That is why I always feel better at home, and a open green space like a park

Well, I say, we should enjoy all the privilege we could, as a student in UKM KL
Next stop, National Art Gallery!
Anyone?
Btw, should have gone there earlier, just found out they had a special
Paris-KL exhibition that ended two months ago!
What a waste!



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