Went to an interview I didnt really aimed for
Turned out the examiners gave me a lesson for a lifetime.
"Don't ask what you can get from here, but what you can give"
"When you give, you get a lot more in return."
Word of wisdom.

Turns out talking with her make me rethink my career goal all over again
Guess I am easily lured by all the interesting things that I can do over there
But there comes one question again, do I like it?
But then, I should try before I know right?
But then, this is such a golden spot and if I didn't want to sit it for long, I feel bad for grabbing away people's chance (if I am capable of XP)
Maybe I should just stop thinking
Go ahead, give myself a chance and fate shall decide my way.

But still, thank you for the lovely chat. I enjoyed it.
Ps. This is my first formal interview for a formal job, so yeah many more to come I guess, before I really settle on my place. Hope every other interview could be as relaxing as this :p

Didnt realize how reckless I am until one of my most fearless friend commented about me being reckless
Okay, so yeah, I am pushing my limits
Thesis viva-> A show -> Airport ->21 days of camp+solo trip at China
Notice something missing?
Ya, my thesis correction and hard bound printing.
Can never say enough thanks to my dearest coursemate for letting me being crazy as how I wish
You all are the gems <3

So yes I am going
Without doing much research (not time for it at all!)
and just alone.
Wasnt really thinking when I plan to go but why not?
YOLO right, though I always think this term is being overused XP
Kinda looking forward to it but sure yes,
I am feeling a bit unease
But I will try my best to make sure I am fine lol

Let's hope everyone enjoy their time after these few torturing months.
Cheers to the holiday and many more better things to come.

Had been insomniac like forever but this is getting serious.
Slept by 3-5am everyday is not okay.
Maybe discount yesterday where I talked with mah bitch and binge watch modern family
It had been a hard time for me, just to close my eyes and shut my mind
And I dont know why.

Cause everything is getting to the end already.
Got through thesis, viva and whatever
Now is the time for us to sit back and relax.
And then phewww. All I could do is trying to pack my room and read and trying to sleep.
Fantastic.

所以 昨天是父亲节
在晚上十点突然被脸书提醒 然后祝福了我爸之后
突然想起 嗯 没有机会对他说父亲节快乐了
虽然我每次都直译的很尴尬 但是我们都明白 每个字 都很真
看到网上翎龙写着 不在的亲人 就为他念一声佛号
是祝福 是寄托 是想念
啊 我要回家了
是时候真的面对没有你的客厅了
或者你的照片在桌前 然后我只能跪着上香叫你吃饭的客厅
我不确定 我准备好了吗
可是 你会在的对不对

终于可以很有自信的通报亲朋好友
我今年毕业啦
最难过的一个关卡
终于跨过了
偶像还给了不错的评语
真的要大撒花

过了很紧绷的一周
看完了第一年到现在的大部分课本(不要问我是怎么吞的，我也不知道)
每天都三点才能入眠
战战兢兢的过了两天的口试
啊 原来就是这样
紧张了一年的事
其实就是三十分钟的Q&A和几小时的等待
过关了
但是从评语中 自觉中 都知道还有很多地方有待改进 但是可以过关啦

自己也很好奇
虽然有很多人的一再肯定 鼓励
我还是很没有自信
啊 妈妈不要再叫我要谦虚了

我想 到这个阶段
我又对这个职业有了不同的看法
这真的是一个用生命影响生命的角色
没办法量产 所以不适合想图大利的人
没办法假装 所以需要一颗真诚的心
就是要用一颗心和一头脑的知识技巧 去引导病人和家人

我想 这是我想尝试做好的一件事
妈妈叫我要相信 当我真心的想做好一件事 宇宙都会一起来帮我
好吧 我相信 宇宙 要守信噢