RBF

Never been so disturbed by a personality test before

But this one just hovers around my mind for days

Because this is everything I don't want to be but what I am morphing into

Reserved, anxious and sensitive? 

Come on, I had enough of anxious and sensitive people I don't need to be one myself

I guess simply because the social circle in working life is different?

You don't really have a gang of friends around with you all the time 

You need more initiatives to remain socially active

Or maybe I just have false perception of myself being caring and cheerful?

Or it is just the me in the quarter life crisis trying to figure out things?

That I am retreating into my own shell?

I always wanted to be a positive ball of energy

To inspire and bring warmth and smile

But recently I just can't pull off a smile

Can't even give a sweet warm smile in response to  a polite "how are you" 

I think I am getting "annoyed face" syndrome or RBF syndrome lol

Maybe I just need a little bit more time

To organize my thoughts and embrace myself

To recharge

Before I could emit more lights lol