Finally my study week begins

After weeks of celebration and non-stop eating

It's time to stay still in front of my desk

and do what a student should do LOL

but still, very glad that I managed to go back and

met all these lovely people that I only get to meet once a year <3

My pretty aunt and cute little brother <3

The girl gang less one

Super love this photo with the bright smile <3

Time flies

Now I have little niece and nephew calling me "aunt" >.<

Gosh and all those smartie buns purposely called me so

when they knew I don't like it

I still remember how we were the one running around

We will occupy the air-conditioned room upstairs

and play all sorts of crazy games till the adults called us for meals

Wonder why we never broke the bed when we bumped so much on it

Now it's for another generation

and is time for us to enjoy different stage of life

I love my life now

and which is why I am putting effort to make it right

To make sure I have no regrets

Time to work hard NOW

N.O.W

看着皇帝太监那么紧张 为你张罗
我这个旁观者看得好有趣

是啊 上大学 是一件很认真的事
这条路 一走 至少决定了未来十年的生涯规划
那么认真 那么慎重的决定
怎么可以轻率马虎呢？

延续三年前的“读什么好”discussion
（原来要真正做一个决定 给多少时间都是不够的
只需要给一个dateline）
聊了很久很久
我该说的 能说的 能帮的 都做了
一切还是你的决定
最后在异国冰天雪地
带你撑过异乡游子生涯
熬过无数个不眠读书夜的
只有自己

然后你问我
当时的你 有没有这么犹豫
老实说 有
头脑简单 从不做复杂思考的我
想了很久很久
找了很多很多资料
失眠了几个晚上
然后开了这个blog哈哈

因为曾经无比笃定
所以糊里糊涂进了matrik
打乱自己的算盘的时候
还真的哭了一段时间
庆幸我找到了自己的定位
只是 偶尔会想what if
会怀念十七岁画的清晰的地图
直截了当的线连接这人生的转折点
仿佛我到沿着那路线到每个站报到
最后就能圆满人生这趟旅途

老实说现在的我觉得
When two road diverge in the yellow wood
选择哪一条都不重要
重要的是你
选择负责任扛起那担子
选择活出精彩 走出自己的路
Make the best out of everything you have

你眼前的 都是不错的选择
所以套句老话
没有最好的 只有最适合的
人是最强最能适应环境的生物
何况你还有家人强大的后盾
就没有后顾的 向前飞吧
你可以的
祝福你

期待看到脱胎换骨的你
但是想到以后回到外婆家
我的姐妹档全都不在了
还真有点小落寞
是成长的一部分吧
看着大家都走上不同的路越来越远

I thought I'm done with the series of unfortunate event
But guess what's next in the list?
My beloved hard disc!
This is the time when I wanna go @#$!%@^&@!
Went haywire and started to complain all around

Until he told me
Stay cool, young girl
It's just part of life

Yea, it's just a small part of life
People lost things everyday
Tiny tiny things till things as important as life
You just have to learn to deal with it

Like me,
nag and crap and blame the world for it
Then have a nap

It's a new day again

I don't celebrate Christmas
But I like Secret Santa cause I can get present haha

So I decided to had one for Jasper too

and these clever mahasiswa mahasiswi 

totally don't get the meaning of "secret" lol

Basically everyone know everyone's santa 

Spoilt the fun guysss but yea, maybe this show how strong our bonding is

No secret from each other! 

Anyhow, glad that I took the initiative to organize this thing
Although the response was so-so as usual
Although I lost the mood when it approaches
Can't help to think why is it always me
But yea, you are the one who want it
So of course you have to work for it

Anyway, here we were
at Levain <3
This time it disappointed me
The food was soooo below average
Or is it I ordered the wrong food?
I miss my seafood aglio olio
Still remember the first time I had it here
and determined to go back and cook this for my family
The mushroom soup is still nice though
But the cake is also......why tiramisu almond will have coconut inside?

My food. One word. Yucks

Anyway, it is about the people you be with
So yes I do enjoy the night
With all these people
They may not be the crazy bunch and very realistic
but the have the most reliable shoulder in times of need
with open and welcoming <3
Thanks for sheltering me in a loving family like this

Making new year wishes
This was supposed to be an annual tradition
But we didn't do this last year
Cause I'm not here lol
Oh I'm so important
But I love the feeling of writing wishes together
and putting it together
It's like we are gathering the wish power of everyone
and put on everyone's force to make it true
Now it's all lying in my cabinet, with our childish wishes two years back :p
May all our wishes come true :)

A rare family portrait
I hope, everyone here can smile till the end
We can survive together till the end
With a stronger bond

Feedback is a very important word
Think the reason I always stay at the same point is I don't change
Either I don't take the feedback
or I don't take the initiative to make some changes haha

I actually feel warm when I heard all the feedback from her
Cause she really looked and pay attention
But I'm still not over all the grudges sorry

But yes these are all very helpful advice so I'll take them
Personality, Basic, Flexibility, Confidence
Be more organized and prepared I guess

Thank you very much for everything you taught me
Hoping for a better beginning next year

Finally resume my habit of watching TED video

It had been a long time since I read or listen to anything new/informative/inspiring

Guess that partly explain my hitting the bottom laziness recently haha 

I need new input to spur me to stimulate my neurons to feel fire up

It's just so cute so see so many different people

model, geeky nerdy scientists, eloquent speaker, writers

stood up on the stage and share their best 

create neuronal sparks at different area of brain

feel so awakening

Like this one

The way he speaks bizarrely caught my attention

Old geeky economist haha 

Why you will fail to have a great career-Larry Smith

"If you work hard, you will have a good career, so if you work really really hard, will you have a great career?"

A nice and good person don't have passion.

Even if you find your passion,

you are gonna fail

because you are not going to do it

for excuses such as

"I value human relationship more than accomplishment"
That's exactly me!
Gosh I'm gonna fail miserably *face palm and bang wall*

When I'm drowned in this alien world of statistic,
I go and listen to a TED talk
get myself amazed and aroused by so many different school of thoughts
and remind myself
THEY DO STATISTICS TOO!
and this is where all the great scientific findings come from
Yeah great comfort *sarcastic*
So time to back to work lazyyyy girllll

True sadness

You can't even mention then with words

Because every word hurts

Every flashes of images pricks into your body

So you choose to live without the memory of it

I don't know if this is your version of the story

I don't even know the true story

But I feel bad for not knowing

Feel bad for not being able to hold out my hand on this moment

Stay strong my friend ❤

We are always here for you

Just as how you always clean up all the mess for me

瞬间觉醒

问题的根源

在自己

宇宙没有对不起我

是我固执的决定了

想要的形态

所以错过了其他的美好

在学着

放开胸怀

珍惜身边的人事物

谢谢你们 对我的好

一次买了小礼物给朋友
她有少少的讶异
她说 我变了
以前的我 不会花钱买这种没用的东西
是啊 曾经的我 真的很省很省
到那种一毛不拔的境界
真的 花多一点钱 心会痛

疼我的朋友
很多时候 知道我舍不得又很贪吃
还会主动请我

什么时候 看着朋友计较几块钱
心里会OS 到底在算什么
朋友嫌贵的时候 我顺口说还好啊
外食能接受的价码越来越高
偶尔会乱乱买不知道要拿来干嘛的东西
钱真的飞的很快
城市真恐怖 把我改造的这么彻底

之前面子书上传过一篇文章
大学那四年，我们好像很有钱（我找不到当时的原文了）
看完 真的有感触 眼眶泛泪的感觉
其实 真的不敢给父母知道
我在外面是怎么花钱的

要给一下背景资料
我来自真的很乡下的小康之家
家人觉得麦当劳是偶尔的奢侈
你就可以想象其实乡下生活水平真的很低
记得带着爸爸去secret recipe
他看到蛋糕价钱惊讶的表情
我真的不敢说 其实我们出来吃蛋糕都吃这个
完全不敢说要带父母去喝星巴克
（我要强调我只喝过一次哈哈）
因为他们听到价钱 眼睛都要掉出来了
还不断问我 我是不是在前面加了一个十
所以在家的我 是完全不会把在城市的消费方式show出来的

但是 还是妈妈眼尖心细
有次她问我 你最近好像很会花钱哦
我只能傻笑蒙混过关
记得妈妈以前常常把这句话挂在嘴边
“我们家没什么钱
但是需要的就一定要买
妈妈可以给你钱”
听得太习惯了
不当一回事
这次 因为我的粗心
要花一笔很大笔的钱
买新的 实在心有不甘
几次的电话 妈妈总是重复这句话
催我赶快去买
突然觉得我被一堆爱心包围 好被爱

对啊 需要 为什么要刻薄自己
给自己二度惩罚呢
“工欲善其事必先利其器”
小学就学了
现在跟一个每小时会自动休息的电脑纠缠
是想怎样 你没有报告要交 assignemnt不用做？

今天起 学习
“需要的就要/才买”
简单 却要用一辈子学习的道理

It's irreversible

It's a war without hope

You know no matter how hard you fought

It will win in the end

Against death 

Against dementia

Against every changes time carved on us

Human seems so tiny

The movie that invoke all these thoughts

I always felt dementia is the cruelest disease among all

Because it erase the meaning of your existence  

Take away your identity bits by bits

Till the end you breathed but you don't know who you are

Why you breathed 

Why are you here

Worst scenario one could imagine

It could make a novelist lost her words. It is that serious.

The effect is not on you

Cause you don't know

When it strikes
You don't remember what you should remember

You don't even know you are having dementia

The one that suffered the most is the one that is always by your side

Losing you bits and bits everyday after spending most of their life with you

When you asked them "who are you"

That is the most devastating moment 

No you can't took one's brain out and clear all the senile plaque

You can't move a lung once it stopped moving by itself 

It's not on us

Yet we always tried

Futilely

Tried if we pushed hard enough

Will miracle happened

We would persuade ourselves to be satisfied 

With every little achievement

Pathetically

Every time people talked about hospice care

I felt this overwhelming gloomy atmosphere

Yes it is a noble duty to help people doe with dignity

To let them lead a life with quality in their last moments

But it is just depressing to see people go on this journey toward the end

You are the one who helped them wrap up their luggage and send them to another life

The only last word is goodbye 

As if if we could end the tragedy with a smile

Then everything will be fine

Deep down I know it is true
That is the very best us mortals can do
It is just too hard for me to swallow

All the times we were taught to fight

To try and try and if we really try hard enough

Something will happen

But I guess this idiot theory doesn't work for everything

When it comes to the end of life, no theory could be applied here

It's the fairest thing for all

One can die with millionssss of way

But in that instantaneous moment

You stopped breathing and you left without bringing anything

That's it. End of story.

If everyone need to embark on that journey

Then end it nicely probably is the best we could do

Don't ask why we try and do all these meaningless things

Because if you love them

You just simply can't let go of their hand

Even if they dont remember who you are

Even if they try to push you away and scream at you

They are still the gem in your heart

That's all that matters 

Cheers to all those people that continue to fight in this hopeless war

They will know. They can feel by heart.

And you know.

This is the time
When I feel like peel off my skin
Scratch my body away
Like a wax sculpture
Knock away all the unwanted parts and form a new shape
Change myself inside out

Problem is,
Reshaping my behaviour seems harder than changing my skin, dying my hair or anything such
It is reforming something inside,
which i should have control over but obviously SHOULD is a subjective thing
So yea, I'm still where I was
even though they stopped using words to shove us cause they taught it hurts
We can see through it
I might not be good but I can tell what is good

Bear the pain, then you can enjoy the fruit

Writing this down,
to remind myself
There is this moment, where I have such intense emotion to CHANGE
to become the force of change
to be better.
and you know that requires effort.
Obviously it doesn't come overnight with you mumbling "I want to change"

That moment, I felt the fire.
I hope it is still burning right now.
If not, this feeling will haunt you and get more and more intense every time it revisits.
Make your choice

If one struggles from drowning,

I don't know it is better to pull out a lifeboat

or let them struggle and eventually they can swim to the bank by themselves

because I don't know how long can one stand 

Not even myself.

Now, I don't even know how bad the situation is.

But I feel bad.

For they had done everything they could 

yet they are the one who need to console us, offering help and squat down to check on us

when we failed their effort and expectation

Sorry for all the extra meetings and arrangement.

It wasn't your responsibility.

You all were AWESOME.

Maybe we are the quietest and probably worst and most problematic batch,

so thank you for keeping an eye on us

thank you for holding out your hand for us

and I believe we will go through this, 

cause it is almost the end of the first part of the journey

Time to grab the fishing rod

Yea, I'm 6 feet tall and I talk loudly. and very fast.-J.E.P

Every time I see her, I feel dazzled.

She is all about what someone would envision their life

Doing the things you love most and best at

and continuously chasing more.

Accomplishment and expectation of more in life

Best stage of life :)

Wish one day I could say that with confidence,

"I have no problem to make a child talk"

Have lots of questions recently

Although I never doubt my choice(little maybe)

but when I start to imagine my future life

It is little hazy

Maybe it is too early for that

Maybe it is good for me, not to set myself in any mode and restricting the choice

But sometimes, I need one single burning motive for me to move.

Not feeling it now.

I want to be the one radiating sunbeam cause I'm so damn satisfied with my life

People make choices in their life
No matter you agree or not,
It's their life
You don't really have a say
Maybe you feel like you have an obligation to provide a different voice
But you are not them
You are not the one who's going to bear all the consequences
So this is only so far you can go
Grumble as much as you like
But not in front of them
They have enough worries for themselves as you can see
All you can do is hope for the very best for them
If you really care

Yea we are not close enough
That's the best conclusion
But I do concern and yes I want the best for you
So now I'm gonna close my eyes and let it be
Cause I hope, the moment I open my eyes
Everything will be fine, just in the places they should be

A very random unplanned visit,

I'd say, instead of birthday celebration

Just love all these moments

Cherish them

Because it will never be the same again

Thank you 

For going through these three years together

For being such a considerate and supporting course mates

I always feel blessed,

to grow together with you all in this family

Although now some of us might take a slightly different path

But I'll remember moments we shared,

like this day.

All the best people

Get well soon and get ready for the bright path lying ahead

Hope you made the right choice

Once again proven, the formula for happiness is random and be silly :p

Enjoy the day with Bunderalla and bumping deer and ducky curtain dance 

WAKAKA

Losing the ability to F.O.C.U.S

My multitask ability is always strong

Till one level

I forget when I sat down and

DO ONE THING AT ONE TIME

Except reading of course

That is the very thing that one can't split their attention

That's the beauty of it

I blame the technology for 

Eat with my laptop 

Listening to lecture but couldn't resist the urge to check mail

Read notes while scrolling down the iPod

Talk to the phone while looking at the screen

Detecting the sound but not really listening

When you are not putting your full mind into something

You are not experiencing it

Appreciate the time

when you sat down in the front yard

sipping tea, just feeling the breeze

Maybe it's time to back to the simplest experience

DO and FEEL

one thing at a time

But how can you go back to the single channel

when you are used to double lane?

遇到无法解释的 想逃避的事
就会问 是命运吗？
几年前 遇到类似的事情
问自己 我是没有出国命吗？
因为 很早就下定决心
要出去闯 在开始新的生涯
只差没把那几个字写在额头上
但是 最终是我留下来了
充满讽刺的结局

今天 在同样的转角
更让我确信
如果 得不到家人的祝福
我这双翅膀
不会有展翅高飞的机会

一直以为 她很希望我去
她一直都那么积极认真的支持鼓励我
到最后着一刻才发现
原来一切只是伪装
她从来都不放心让我在圈子外
即使只是四个月

在那个只想挣脱一切飞向外面世界的十八岁
一直无法谅解
为什么这么依恋的母亲
会有一个一心只想往外跑的女儿
仿佛只有世界外的世界能满足自己
家里再多再满的爱 还是留不住一颗心
总觉得 自己是一个被绑住的风筝
飘啊飘 好像双足已离开 但线总是不放手
是想要让我知道回家的路吗？
我喜欢这个幸福的牵绊
但可不可以 松一点就好

Glad that I decide to went back for the weekend.

Cause he told me, a lot of people will be happy to see me

Instead, it's me that needed all those positive energy

My spiritual energy is hitting the bottom

November is not a good month for me

But luckily there is always home

With the endless love and warmth 

Had a great gathering on my cousin's wedding where all seven Chua brothers finally gather under one roof

After so many years 

Looking at everyone with major transformation in their life 

Suddenly, my worries seem so light

People get back to life from life-threading diseases

Kids grow from a tiny bits to huge meatball in few months 

Things happens, life changes

Nothing is meant to be forever

I'm grateful to be surrounded by so many lovesssss

Did nothing productive for the weekend but no regrets no complaints

Yet, I feel refreshed and charged to face this new month 

Getting ready for the end of the semester.
Finally, time to take a break.

Everything is coming to an end soon

You can sail through this 

Just that little bit

Gear up girl

They are the reason for everything I am

突然觉得，活着好累

做每样事情，连呼吸都需要用力
就像逆水行舟，不进则退
每一分每一秒 都需要能量

是的 我的inertia比较高
每天都要和自己拔河
是时候 起来了
要不要 收拾一下
事情再不做 就来不及了
一直这样拖着自己
或快 或慢的 跟着大家的轨迹

活着很累
就算你找到最舒服的状态
时间也会逼着你向前
不管你愿不愿意 也得随着浪潮
达到下一站
没有人  能永远当快乐的学生
刚觉得合身了 就得脱离这个壳
进入另一个阶段 重新磨合
为自己 为家人 为朋友 为社会
为钱 为老板 为公司
为着太多的人事物

但是
人生不能喊卡
说我累了 我们休息几天好吗
冬眠几天就变长眠了
只有木乃伊才能千年不变
至少 熊也能冬眠几个月
除非 你想当植物人

我们只能用力活着
呼吸着 咀嚼着 说着 笑着
尝试让整个过程更轻松愉悦
不去想时间将冲走一切痕迹
美好终将幻灭

有没有那么一个顿点
让时间停格
就在那笑容最灿烂的瞬间

Going through all these moments,

I should be sad.

But in fact, I'm not.

I wonder, is it this is the extreme end of sadness?

When you feel no emotion wave?

Yes I am emotionally neutral.

Cannot fly? I guessed it.

Lost something important? Arghhh, then ya I'll sort this out.

I didn't realize I had such a high tolerance on bad luck

or a very strong hold on happiness/calmness

til now.

No, I did not cry.

Until I went back home and threw tantrum and shed tears without any reason.

Then yea, I guess I'm fine.

Some were amazed by my ability to hold myself together

This one girl say because I live without lung and heart

So I don't feel

I just piggily laze around and live my life,

without all the tied knots in my head.

With a simple brain, you will have a simple life. :)

It is a matter of choice.

Things happened.

You can drench your pillow with tears whole night,

write a 1000 words reflection paper,
But no, you can't undo anything

All sorts of things happen.

Our imagination is just a tiny dust if compared to the intricate plot of life

When you immersed yourself in your sea of trouble

you don't see your friends drowning in a bigger swamp and asking for help

You don't see the gems around you.

Your family, your friends that care for you,

sometimes more than yourself. 

So when I say goodbye to November,

I'm leaving all these

Here comes the end of clinic and one whole semester

There are ups and downs in this chapter

But please, end it in a nice way.

Motto of the month: 

Sometimes it is out of your control that bad things happened,

but you have a chance to prevent it from worsening

So that's the final decision, I guess

I didn't even struggle or try to fight back

Cause the rational part of my brain agrees with everything she says

and I know, it's for my own good.

Sometimes I hate myself being this nodding little girl

for not fighting for myself hard enough

But, what to say,

I appreciate the effort and every bit they tried to help me

and I know it is of good will.

I mean, having so many discussions and my name being mentioned in so many meetings

make me feel so flattered. LOL

NOT TO MENTION EVERYONE KNOW HOW BAD MY CLINIC WAS

To be exact, they know it is bad, no one knows how bad. >.<

This is bad.

But I know I'm going to gain something from this

At least I'm not missing out all the treasures we have here

and yes, keep the <3 for something far better, 

ahead

For me to remain positive

I need something to cheer myself up.

Vietnam maybe? HAHA

Thought I could run away from here

That's something I secretly relieved

but guess my work my study my burden my legacy

still mine.

Not the time to get rid of it, yet

Maybe it's just not the time

Everything happens for a reason

and I hope this is a good reason.

Your personality type: "Sensitive Doer"

Quiet, serious, sensitive and kind. Do not like conflict and not likely to do things which may generate conflict. Loyal and faithful. Extremely well-developed senses and aesthetic appreciation for beauty. Not interested in leading or controlling others. Flexible and open-minded. Likely to be original and creative. Enjoy the present moment.

Careers that could fit you include:

Artists, musicians, composers, designers, child care workers, social workers, counselors, teachers, veterinarians, forest rangers, naturalists, bookkeepers, carpenters, personal service workers, clerical supervisors, secretaries, dental and medical staffers, waiters and waitresses, chefs, nurses, mechanics, physical therapists, x-ray technicians.

Result of your test : Your results present a correlation ratio with our model superior to 93 % .( In a general way, a result can be taken into account if this ratio is superior to 30 %.)

Your Profile :

You are 47 % extrovert and 53 % introvert.  Independently of any order of importance : You are able to listen to others, you show a good emotional intelligence, you know how to bring your support to others. You are also a leader, you know how to organize the groups of persons and give them your energy. Finally you are imaginative and creative, you have always new ideas, and you know how to apply them.

Your understanding of your environment :

34% 30% 34%

Facts Feelings Ideas

At first, at 34%, you are focused on the facts and on the reality, and your decisions are determined by your perception of facts.  Then, at a ratio of 34%, you are centered on your thoughts and your actions are determined by your knowledge and your experience. Finally, at 30%, you are attached to moral values and feelings, and you have an emotional relation with the environment.

How you assert yourself :

In your relations with others, your actions and behaviour are determined by your sensibility and that of your partner at a ratio of 63%. Then you are driven at 36% by own will and personal goals.

36% 63% Your will power Your sensibility

Also, the dialogue and exchange of views with others influence your own ideas and points of view at 55%. Your knowledge, your personal learning and your preset convictions interfere in your decision-making at 44%.

44% 55% Your ideas Your relations

Finally, the bonds that you created with your family and friends represent 51% of your core emotions. Your creativity, your openness and your need to open up to renewal in your life have also an impact of 48%.

48% 51% Your inspiration  Your family

The qualities that characterize your personality: Your thinking. you are attuned to others and you show a good emotional intelligence, which allow you to give support to people. at 22 % 22% Your insights. you are thoughtful and deep, you think before getting into action and you know how to communicate your knowledge. at 20 % 20% Your leadership. you are a manager and a leader, and you know how to organize groups of people and how to give them your energy. at 19 % 19% Your emotional intelligence. you are thoughtful and capable of listening to others, you take into account the needs of others before setting up the defined objectives. at 19 % 19% Your contact abilities. you are open and good communicator, you know how to attract people and engage them. at 18 % 18% Finally, you are a creative person, with always new ideas, and you know how to apply them, you are a manager and a structured person, you know how to take into account the needs of each person while leading them to the fixed goals.

Sometimes I feel like just let it go
I questioned, just as how they questioned,
Is it worth it?
Those who went say it is, TOTALLY is.
But the price they pay is different.
Everyone say it will...it's a once in a lifetime experience
You'll be different
But I don't want to extend my study
Seriously don't want
I don't know what bad news they are going to spill on me again
And I have zero confidence in my ability to cope with everything ahead
When I couldn't even handle normal weight and how could I deal with the extra burdens?
She say, you can do it after this.
When you are more prepared, and have more luxury to experience a wholesome package
Not like this

I'm confused.
Why would you want to open the door,
Slammed it repetitively in front of me,
and tell me, it's your choice.
It's your choice to go through the treacherous way and no one can help you if you fall into the pit
Be prepared. Mentally or what so ever.
You know it's never gonna be the same once the Pandora's box is opened.
Once you peek through that door and know there is other possibility,
You can't just be satisfied with the current condition
It serve as a motivation maybe, holding this off
but my EQ is not high enough for me to untangle this jumbled complicated indescribable feeling
SO don't put me on that challenge.

Thank you very much.

Had an awesome weekend. With my beloved BS gang and thanks to my big boss, the KF haha.

It could have been better.

I could have benefited my Sunday more by joining the free clinic/talk by a volunteer from Jordan

but instead, I choose to stay at room with the lamey Internet.

It's a give and take.

You can't have all the fun.

Time to take this piece of advice seriously.

Of course it is a waste,

but I'm tired of rushing around, doing nothing in everything

I really need something called WEEKEND to lag around

and finish the piled up works.

Stop overestimating your capacity!

Although in the end, as usual, I still lag around.

But I like this cosy feeling.

Getting more and more rotten I guess.

So I'm gonna waste my time more by writing a long blog post,

regarding the Kuok Foundation Awardee Get Together and Allen's belated birthday celebration yesterday

This is the first time I get to attend this function.

It was supposed to be annual event

However they decided to stop it since I entered university(swttt)

Luckily they finally decided to have it back before I graduate haha

My lovely group mate. :)

The food alone is worth all my time haha :D

I like the fried rice, curry, fried dumpling, cucur udang, cake, Chocolate PUFFFF, coconut tart

and I haven't even tried all the dishes there!

Sorry I'm too paise to take photo so I just steal from others haha

The only big surprise is I met our Little Keongggg

What a coincidence!

I mean, seeing him at Ayer Tawar is already a miracle,

not to mention out at KL,

where he is supposed to be studying at AIMST.

You know what's bad about childhood friend

They always remember how you used to look like even when you grown up so much

This guy remind me of the nerdy bunch of guys discussing physics and add maths at the back

and PANADOL

Haha, I remember the chess sessions we used to have

and how we used to laughed at him and Zhong a lot.

He is always the schema, reasonable, gentleman and TALLLLL one.

High school, sigh, such a memorable moment.

So proud of my friend!

For being the only one who get the award from private university.

Hope life will be better for you.

You deserve better :) 

Even though you decided to start anew at Johore now,

we will always miss you.

Arghhh, don't know when we can meet again

Back to the gathering,

it was quite a cosy social gathering,

where you get to know some new friends. :)

Enjoy the fun with my new friends there,

and the occasional burst of laughter.
We even get a prize!
and it is a MUCH NEEDED umbrella!
Since I lost my 3rd umbrella in this semester =.=

Our self-made trophy lol

Also, this gathering is a good chance if you wanted to approach some prestigious people
and get a chance into Kuok's group I guess :p
You can talk to some top management here haha.
I like how they ask all these previous awardees to come and share with us
Although nowadays the awardee are not as needy or poor as before
but still, I'm super duper grateful for the helping hand
Meant a lot to me. Really.
I remember how I very cutely did an ugly thank you card for them once I received the letter.
Those old times.

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The highlight of the day is of course the BS gathering :p
For unknown reason we seemed to have more gathering this year
Guess everyone is less occupied with activities since we are getting older
Appreciate the efforts of everyone to make this work :)
Really appreciate how we continue this friendship with more stories
It's just amazing how we came together as a gang
HAHA
But I'm glad we made it

This time it's at Klang
Primo's Cafe(My second visit)
I only came here twice in one year and yet eat at the same place >.< swt
I always love Klang for the warm memory we had in that small little room <3
and Cici's mother that always overfeed us with super unforgettable yummylicious food
Heaven :)
Today we are back to here cause finally it's time to have
the open house at the 10star bungalow of our bday boy-Allen.

Quote of the day,
"好久不见，uncle"
‘好酒是拿来喝的~’
要大大力拍手，给很多赞！
Uncle的境界果然不一样哈哈

This picture says thousand words.
Or basically I'm just too lazy to type HAHA
Simply love
The randomness
The smile on every faces
The silly flock

Just love such moments when I can laugh very very hard
without the need of using my brain
because basically these bunch of people are too pointless lol

It's a mixed feeling
to see how everyone grows
How our family getting bigger and bigger
How everyone changed with time
But when we get back together,
we are still the old self

I'm curious
What will happen on our gathering after we graduated? :p

Need some positive energy to balance off the haze in this blog >.<
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